That-... They shouldn't voice things like that, even in the midst of a sexual fantasy. Especially Poe, who was having enough second thoughts as it was. What if they found out? What if the reconditioned him? Or decommissioned him and sent him away to be what Finn is now? Or worse?

"I want you," he heard himself say instead, voice trembling with the intensity of it. Maybe it was just pretend to him. Maybe the idea of power was hot. Maybe this was okay. "Just you. Always you. We could go far away, out into the Outer Rim, and it'd be just us. Have a whole planet for just us-"

Oh, that- No. He'd skipped over several lines just then, went straight on into talk of defection. He took a deep breath- "Or you could take me away on a Star Destroyer under your command. We could see the galaxy, and you'd make sure no one else would ever touch me." That was... better. Closer to what he should be dreaming of...