If he wasn't supposed to apologize, what was he meant to say? He understood, sure, but- but that was different. Finn made him go through so much, apparently. He sees that now.

He holds on tighter, the relief that he's back on Earth merging into something that's probably his own. There's a lot of other things in there, though, but it's too much at once. Too much parse through.

When he opened his mouth again, Finn found himself nearly telling Poe how much he loved him. He stopped and tried again. "I'm back. I'm back now. I've got a new power but I'm back. I'm- I didn't mean to- Mm."