“I know you can’t!” He hissed. “Why do you think I’m trying to stay out of it? It’s none of my business. You can feel whatever you want, for whoever you want. I’m not an officer in the First Order, Finn, I’m not trying to change how you feel or stop you from pursuing it, I just—“

He cut off abruptly, his face on fire.

“I can’t change either. Okay? I can’t help it. I just have to try get over it, or at least just deal with it. I’m not upset.” He was very upset.