"Well, you won't be surprised, exactly, since it'll all make sense when you live it, but uh--" He flushed again, busying himself by walking to the kitchen and pretending to check what was in his fridge.

Not a lot.

But he'd gotten into trouble once before, by not being honest with Finn about this kind of stuff, he just wasn't sure if telling him would jinx it. Everything had happened so organically and easily back home, would telling Finn about it ruin it?

But he couldn't stand to have Finn so angry at him, again. So he'd just have to find a way to say it.

"There's, uh... Something completely unrelated to the war that I'm not sure I should tell you or not. I guess just - take it as information and not as a request? Or a demand? Or just -- I don't know, Finn, is it going to make it weird if I tell you this stuff, or is it going to make it weirder if I don't tell you this stuff?"

Clear and eloquent, as always.