Finn wanted him. And Poe had said he still wanted him, too, or something along those lines. We’ll see how long it takes until you beg me to do it again. Was he just being cruel?
Had Poe ever actually been intentionally cruel to him? He just didn't seem to understand. Miscommunication. Maybe-... Maybe if he could focus on what Poe needed, be in control of his own body, it wouldn't be like before.
... What the hell was he even thinking? Whatever Poe was offering came with strings, he could already see them. He should leave, tuck himself quietly away, and silently wait until they made it back to base. Try to get Poe some help and forget this ever happened.
Would once more even make a difference, though? It didn't have to mean anything. It could even help connect them again. Get Poe happy enough to speak to him, at least.
Biting his lip and feeling sick, Finn moved away from the slit in the door to not be seen and knocked. He wasn't going to do what Poe had done to him. He was going to try and set an example. If only his voice sounded as strong as he wanted to be right now. "Poe?"
Maybe he didn't want him anymore. That should be a happier thought.
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Had Poe ever actually been intentionally cruel to him? He just didn't seem to understand. Miscommunication. Maybe-... Maybe if he could focus on what Poe needed, be in control of his own body, it wouldn't be like before.
... What the hell was he even thinking? Whatever Poe was offering came with strings, he could already see them. He should leave, tuck himself quietly away, and silently wait until they made it back to base. Try to get Poe some help and forget this ever happened.
Would once more even make a difference, though? It didn't have to mean anything. It could even help connect them again. Get Poe happy enough to speak to him, at least.
Biting his lip and feeling sick, Finn moved away from the slit in the door to not be seen and knocked. He wasn't going to do what Poe had done to him. He was going to try and set an example. If only his voice sounded as strong as he wanted to be right now. "Poe?"
Maybe he didn't want him anymore. That should be a happier thought.