He watched Poe move across the room and stayed frozen to the spot a few seconds after he sat down. Inside, Finn was still debating with himself. What the hell was he thinking? What was he doing this for? He knew this wouldn't end well, so why-

But Poe had agreed and was waiting. He had to quiet the noise in his head. This was what he wanted, right? Just for tonight, just to try, right?

Another deep breath and he stepped quietly inside, moving forward until he was kneeling in front of Poe. He could do this, he told himself. It was only a matter of giving in, which was all he really wanted, to give in like he had the other night, to stop thinking and just be.

He took Poe's cock in his hand, bracing the other against the bunk, stroking slowly as he stared up into that hard gaze. Eventually, he had to look away and focus. Finn kissed his hip and trailed his lips to the base, making open kisses along the shaft and not thinking about it.