He knew he should get up, but his mood was souring quickly. He'd thought it was okay, now. He thought he'd fixed it. He'd held Finn in his arms and told him that he loved him and Finn had held him back. It had been even better than he'd expected - it had felt loving and even joyous, and now all of that was souring.
He thought Finn understood.
He forced a breath out of his nose. Calm down, Dameron. It took the Admiral nearly half a year to break you. You've had only a few weeks to work on Finn. It's because you've had to rush it, that's all. He'll come around.
He didn't totally believe what he was telling himself, but he decided he did, and started grabbing for his clothes.
Breakfast were two ration bars, heated until they were a little more then tepid, and then brought through the ship to find Finn in the cockpit.
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He knew he should get up, but his mood was souring quickly. He'd thought it was okay, now. He thought he'd fixed it. He'd held Finn in his arms and told him that he loved him and Finn had held him back. It had been even better than he'd expected - it had felt loving and even joyous, and now all of that was souring.
He thought Finn understood.
He forced a breath out of his nose. Calm down, Dameron. It took the Admiral nearly half a year to break you. You've had only a few weeks to work on Finn. It's because you've had to rush it, that's all. He'll come around.
He didn't totally believe what he was telling himself, but he decided he did, and started grabbing for his clothes.
Breakfast were two ration bars, heated until they were a little more then tepid, and then brought through the ship to find Finn in the cockpit.
"Any messages?" As he held out a bar.