This was good. The smile was small but good. This was reassuring. He kneeled down beside the chair, excited and desperate.
"We talk, yeah. We explain what we like, what we don't. We set boundaries. Like- Like our safe word. That's a good start. It's about trust and honesty."
Trust and honesty. Which meant he had to be open about this. "I... liked what we did last night. I like you being in control. I want to keep doing that. But-" He paused, squeezing his hand. Somehow, this part felt harder to get through when it should have been his whole basis. "I don't like feeling forced. I don't like feeling like I have no options. We can work with that, meet in the middle.
"What do you want out of this?"
He realized how insane he sounded. Of course, he didn't like feeling forced. Why in the fuck was he even trying to meet in the middle about this? But he knew why. The reason was Poe, always Poe. He had to try reaching him.
The bad part was, the sick part, was that he loved being forced. Maybe they could stop doing it in a real sense, though. Maybe they could fucking roleplay or something, he didn't know. They could figure it out together.
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"We talk, yeah. We explain what we like, what we don't. We set boundaries. Like- Like our safe word. That's a good start. It's about trust and honesty."
Trust and honesty. Which meant he had to be open about this. "I... liked what we did last night. I like you being in control. I want to keep doing that. But-" He paused, squeezing his hand. Somehow, this part felt harder to get through when it should have been his whole basis. "I don't like feeling forced. I don't like feeling like I have no options. We can work with that, meet in the middle.
"What do you want out of this?"
He realized how insane he sounded. Of course, he didn't like feeling forced. Why in the fuck was he even trying to meet in the middle about this? But he knew why. The reason was Poe, always Poe. He had to try reaching him.
The bad part was, the sick part, was that he loved being forced. Maybe they could stop doing it in a real sense, though. Maybe they could fucking roleplay or something, he didn't know. They could figure it out together.