Poe was right. No one else would want him after what he had been, what he'd done. Some people maybe thought they did, like Rose, but not after this mission. He didn't deserve a relationship so sweet after this.

But Finn hadn't really wanted it with her in the first place. He'd wanted Poe, had got him, and now-

He could kill Poe but he knew he wouldn't. He was too weak, wanted him too badly. Finn felt small, scared. Tears sprang to his eyes. "You said you loved me," he reminded him, words choking in his throat.