He let Poe grab his shaking wrist, unable to shoot him. Maybe this was all he deserved but that didn't-

Finn shook his head, his anguish turning into anger. "I don't want this. You can't make me want this. I won't beg you again!" He tried to yank his wrist away, aiming to punch Poe in the face with his free arm.

He wasn't doing this. He didn't want this. He would never let himself want this again.

But nothing would be able to stop, Poe. Nothing had before.