"I'm not built to listen," he said, breathing hard.

"I'm not-- I don't know if I can. Because you say things but I hear something else. You say you don't want something, but I - I know you do, the same way I know what way a ship will move when I alter the controls, or how to catch a thermal. Your mouth and your body say completely different things and I can't be trusted to know which one to listen to."