i am floating the option of asking you out when i'm no longer upset
because
i guess part of why i was holding off was this stupid idea that maybe something would change?
but it's not going to
and you know what? that's okay
because i'm sitting there, feeling stupid, and i realised, like
here i am hung up over someone who obviously doesn't care about me at all, and all i can think of is that i feel guilty even being here when i could be talking to you, instead
like realising i've got this amazing, beautiful thing right here in front of me and i'm too much of an idiot to see it
plus i
look i don't know about you, but even if this doesn't work out i still feel like
no subject
because
i guess part of why i was holding off was this stupid idea that maybe something would change?
but it's not going to
and you know what? that's okay
because i'm sitting there, feeling stupid, and i realised, like
here i am hung up over someone who obviously doesn't care about me at all, and all i can think of is that i feel guilty even being here when i could be talking to you, instead
like realising i've got this amazing, beautiful thing right here in front of me and i'm too much of an idiot to see it
plus i
look i don't know about you, but even if this doesn't work out
i still feel like
i'd want to know you
really know you
regardless of anything else