There was a long pause, and Poe's frown deepened, confusion knotting his brow.
"... I know it's scary," He eventually said. "It should have had to be that bad, but it's always going to be scary, that's just - that's how it is. It's one of the reasons it feels so good, right?"
He wet his lips.
"You liked being pushed on the bed, Finn," he murmured quietly. "You moaned when I did it. I know it's a hard thing to accept, but - we're being honest, right? You liked that part of it. I'm willing to demonstrate what it would be like without it, but... I just - I already messed this up. You can't just skip the process. Of course you don't want it. The process is terrible. It's where you end up, that's the point."
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"... I know it's scary," He eventually said. "It should have had to be that bad, but it's always going to be scary, that's just - that's how it is. It's one of the reasons it feels so good, right?"
He wet his lips.
"You liked being pushed on the bed, Finn," he murmured quietly. "You moaned when I did it. I know it's a hard thing to accept, but - we're being honest, right? You liked that part of it. I'm willing to demonstrate what it would be like without it, but... I just - I already messed this up. You can't just skip the process. Of course you don't want it. The process is terrible. It's where you end up, that's the point."