They were all wrapped in a hug, and it was hard to not hug back. She wrapped one arm around Poe, and the other around Finn. The Jedi were not one to have attachments like these, at least from what she read. But, she was a different Jedi wasn't she? Given her background, given what happened. Surely, she could make this work?

No...no she shouldn't tempt fate.

"I wanted both of you to be happy. I didn't want to lose either of you so...I thought that was the best thing to do."

And holding back the last part that she still felt that way. But..for a moment, they could have this. Once they learned her truth, they would recoil and distance themselves from her. Though it would hurt, it would be for their own protection.