;poe

[hatejakku]

Sex Pollen Pre Relationship
Poe Dies Pre Relationship
Nightmare Early Relationship
Hogwarts AU Pre Relationship
Poe Almost Dies Pre Relationship
MoM AU First Night
Slightly Older Hogwarts AU
Post-TLJ
Bodyguard and Prince AU; overflow
Massage Pre Relationship
Oblivious Poe AU
Cyborg Poe AU
MoM AU Sex Pollen
FO Infiltration Sex Ring
TFLN
Soulmate Tattoo AU
Finn Marries Someone Else AU
Evil Finn AU; overflow: 1, 2
MoM AU Poe 10 Yrs Older
Vamp/Were AU
Missing for a Year/Telepathy AU
MoM AU Poe 'canon' updated
Dark Possessive AU
Married on Yavin AU
MoM AU Sexy Outfits
MoM AU Subway Sex
MoM AU with Melodies!Finn; overflow
MoM AU Photo-Op Kiss
Nearly Old Men AU
MoM AU Rule 63
Online Dating AU
MoM AU Poe Lost His In-Game Memories; overflow
Trans Poe AU
College Roommate AU
TIE Pilot/Prostitute AU
MoM AU Finn Returns from Port-Out
MoM AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Canon AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Shape Shifter AU; timeskip
FO Sexual Torture AU
MoM AU Finn Has a Boyfriend
Hades AU Finn Left Alone
MoM AU Apocalypse
MoM AU Poe Died in Canon
Canon AU Handjob in a Hospital (inspiration)
MoM AU Another Apocalypse
WWI Pen-Pal/Love Letters AU
Institutionalized Prostitution AU
MoM AU Body Swap
Post-TROS Victory Party

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[hatejakku]

Finn was actually kind of worried about touching him at this point. For one, Poe seemed extremely high and wasn't making any sense, so the line about consent felt a bit blurred right now. Or two, Poe wasn't high at all and was trying to tell Finn that he'd sustained some sort of injury or something happened to change how he looked beneath his clothes.

Caught with indecision, he allowed Poe to guide his hand wherever he wanted and- Oh.

For a brief second, he'd thought that this was a very grievous injury before realizing... that wasn't the case. He'd heard about this actually, about technology that could change someone's entire physical gender to something totally different, about people who didn't feel comfortable in their own skin. He could kind of relate to that last part, but he'd never seen someone after transitioning. Now he realizes that he's probably seen loads and never noticed, realizes how incredible that field of medicine really was.

He rubbed his hand just an inch back and forth to make sure before letting out a haggard breath. "Poe, I thought you were trying to tell me you thought you were some other species for a minute, then I thought you were saying everything got cut off in some freak accident- It has been a long 48 hours." He bent forward, laughing in relief and kissing Poe's nose then his lips. "Don't scare me like that. Are you sure you feel okay?"

[flightforfreedom]

There was one slight hiccup to Poe's plan of making the man who he hadn't even technically made his boyfriend yet touch him there. And that was he hadn't quite realised just how electrifying it was to be touched there, since - well, no one else had done it in a long time. He groaned, softy, under his breath when Finn moved that scarce inch, and twitched enough to make his side ping with pain. Not enough to make him make a sound, but enough for him to notice beyond the painkillers.

Relief washed through him as Finn spoke, and he sank down into the sheet contentedly.

"Yeah. Feel a lot better now," He murmured, tilting his head up to meet those perfect lips.

[hatejakku]

His hand moved further up, resting on Poe's lower stomach instead while he returned the kiss. "You've been worried about this a while?"

That was only sort of a question, but it explained a lot of things. Why they hadn't gone any further than the few kisses they shared, why they hadn't become official in any way. There were other reasons, Finn was sure. War takes people away without warning.

But it was over now. "Partners," he breathed quietly against Poe's lips, loving the sound of it but wondering if it was true.

[flightforfreedom]

"Just never seemed a good time to bring it up," he murmured, easily melting into that kiss.

"War's over now, though," He pointed out in a low murmur. "So yeah. Partners." There was a pause, and then a smile tugged at his lips, likely more felt than seen.

"... Husbands, if you want."

[hatejakku]

... Husbands.

Finn leaned away to look at him, trying to see if he was serious or not. Just a second ago, he wasn't even certain this was a committed thing and now Poe was proposing.

"How about-... How about you ask again when I'm sure you're not just high on painkillers," he said carefully. "But if you do, I have a feeling the answer would be... yes..."

But what if Poe was being overly affected by the drugs in his system? What if he didn't mean it and Finn's answer would freak him out later? What if this was what pulled them apart? Only, he couldn't say no. He couldn't tell Poe no.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe smiled, wide and warm and the happiest Finn had likely ever seen him.

"I'll propose properly later," he agreed, not put out in the slightest. He was, in fact, very high on painkillers, and while he was kind of enjoying that, he was also aware that his tongue was running a little away with him.

"You can kiss me again if you want, though." Look, he'd do it himself if he could somehow not be horizontal.

[hatejakku]

Finn cupped either side of Poe's jaw and kissed him deeply without needing to be told twice. From that look on his face, he was fairly certain that this wouldn't break them apart, even if Poe didn't mean to ask.

"Does, uh-... Does that mean I can tell you that I love you?" But he quickly kissed him again to stop either of them from saying more immediately.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe was about to reply when he was cut off with a kiss, but really couldn't care to mind. He mumbled into it, something like 'mmhmm', before reaching up and curling fingers into Finn's lapels and dragging him down a bit.

He shuffled over, clearly intending to get Finn onto the hospital bed with him.

When the kiss finally broke he murmured: "I mean, I already know, but you can tell me anyway."

[hatejakku]

Finn took a deep breath and swallowed, trying to pack down on his nerves. Why he was nervous when Poe seemed perfectly in agreeance with everything right now, he couldn't say. He just... really wanted this to be real, to last.

But he could let go of that fear and enjoy this for one night, pretend that it was all real and they were finally getting that happy life. Wouldn't be the first time he pretended such a thing.

He carefully climbed into the bed, gently resting his arm around Poe's waist. "I love you," he whispered entirely too seriously.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe had never felt so good in his life, and that was probably only about fifty percent the painkillers. He took a deep breath as Finn crawled in beside him, shuffling closer and pressing his face into the mans neck as he slipped an arm around his waist.

"Yeah, I know." He said again, far too pleased with himself.

He pressed a kiss to the hollow of Finn's throat, and said - as easy as if he was giving the weather - "I love you, too."

[hatejakku]

Finn held him close. Not tight, though. He was hesitant to hold him firmly, but he was still pressed against Poe as much as a person could be.

"Let's celebrate later," he muttered in a promise to Poe's hair, his heart full to bursting with this newfound happiness that he was sure couldn't be real. Tears sprouted in his eyes, but he kept his breathing steady and just let them be, relaxing into- into his fiancé.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe just smiled, letting his eyes close as he pressed another kiss to Finn's throat. He hadn't quiet realised how exhausted he felt, until that second. But that was fine.

"Deal," he murmured, far too content already.

"If I fall asleep on you will you blame me?"

[hatejakku]

"No," he answered, rubbing a hand over Poe's back mostly for comfort, partly feeling for bandages. "I think I'll feel pretty honored, actually."

The doctors, on the other hand, will probably have something to say about it. Finn was completely willing to take the hit on that one.

[flightforfreedom]

There were plenty of bandages to feel, and Poe let out a small sigh before sinking more heavily against Finn.

"Good, 'cause I feel like I could sleep for a week," He murmured, unable to open his eyes again.

He went quiet. Quiet enough that one might assume sleep had over taken him. And then, just as it seemed there was no chance he was awake, he added:

"But we are going to celebrate. Thoroughly. Later."

[hatejakku]

Finn laughed, the joy and shock radiating through him, but he tried to control himself. Didn't want to be too loud or jostle Poe around.

So after biting his lip and rubbing at his eyes, he replied. "Thoroughly. Definitely. I promise."

[flightforfreedom]

Finn's laugh, especially when he was obviously trying hard to subdue it, was the best sound in the galaxy, and Poe grinned to himself as he buried his face in the man's throat.

"Good. Gonna hold you to that," he murmured.

And then seconds later, he was asleep.

[hatejakku]

Finn chuckled to himself again, held Poe a little closer, and listened to his shallow breaths the entire rest of the night. He was right about the doctor getting a little terse about joining in his bed and not coming to get him when Poe woke but... worth it.

It was a day or two later before Poe was finally getting out of the medbay. Finn had thankfully slept in between then and now so he was much more alert to walk Poe back, tend to his every need, that sort of thing.

"You're a free man now," he said with a smirk. "First taste of freedom in a peaceful galaxy. What do you want to do first?"

Finn hadn't done anything except stay by Poe's side since the fighting ended. The end still hadn't felt real to him yet, but that jarring realization could wait until later.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe was feeling way more like himself, even if he was still a little stiff, still a little swore. But he all too happily slung an arm over Finn's shoulders as they walked.

"I seem to vaguely recall you promising me a thorough celebration," He said with a smirk, wetting his lips. "And my bunk is probably very very cold and needs a good warm up..."

[hatejakku]

He vaguely recalled that, huh? Finn wondered if he recalled other things they talked about but he wasn't about to let himself get overly concerned about it. They'll talk later. There were other things to think about right now.

Things that made Finn smile that much wider. "Sounds pretty cold," he answered, at least more excited than he was nervous. "I think I can help you warm it up a little." He pressed into Poe's side as they walked, licking his lips at the mere idea.

Poe Dameron wanted him. He felt like the luckiest, happiest person in the galaxy.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe’s grin only spread further, squeezing Finn’s shoulders.

“Good man,” he declares happily. “Knew I could count on you.”

It isn’t a far walk, and Poe might be making the journey a little faster than usual (after telling BB-8 he could go check on his friends). So when they get to the door he doesn’t waste any time getting it open, tugging Finn inside and then letting it close behind them. The door barely clicks into place before Poe presses up against him and steals a deep, longing kiss.

[hatejakku]

Oh, this is happening right now. Like right now.

Finn's hands find Poe's ribs before splaying over his back, kissing him just as passionately as he wanted to do after he woke up in the medbay. He could already kind of tell that this was about to be really cathartic for him after... everything.

Since it was happening right now, he didn't see a reason to make Poe wait any longer. The bed was probably freezing by now, so Finn nudged them over towards it.

[flightforfreedom]

It didn't take a whole lot of nudging, Poe happy to slowly stumble backwards as he tried to keep locked in that kiss - only breaking it when the cot kneecapped him from behind and he sat down, hard.

He reached up, running his hands down Finn's chest appreciatively, and then went to start tugging his shirt free.

"You have any idea how long I've wanted to do this?"

[hatejakku]

Finn took his shirt off in one clean motion and shook his head. "No." He had no idea.

His knees found either side of Poe's hips, and suddenly Finn was in his lap, kissing him deep and pawing around his ribs to ride the shirt up. "Tell me. If it's half as long as I have-..." He just groaned at the idea.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe sighed happily at the reveal - because damn, but Finn looked good - and then arched up to kiss him as Finn's weight settled in his lap.

"I pretty much wanted to grab you and push you up against an X-Wing the first moment I saw you on D'Qar," Poe replied, grinning, breaking the kiss so that he could get his own shirt off and toss it to the side, before letting his hands roam over Finn's chest again.

[hatejakku]

Finn laughed, smiling wide into their kiss to make it kind of impossible but also kind of perfect. He tried to kiss him again, only mostly doing it properly.

"I can't remember when I realized I wanted you." So much going on. "I had for a long time before I caught on, though."

His hands firmly moved up Poe's ribs, around to his back, just splaying over all the warm skin he wanted with nothing to stop him from doing it. This was a pretty heady feeling, honestly. They could have this and take their time now. This was life now.