;poe

[hatejakku]

Sex Pollen Pre Relationship
Poe Dies Pre Relationship
Nightmare Early Relationship
Hogwarts AU Pre Relationship
Poe Almost Dies Pre Relationship
MoM AU First Night
Slightly Older Hogwarts AU
Post-TLJ
Bodyguard and Prince AU; overflow
Massage Pre Relationship
Oblivious Poe AU
Cyborg Poe AU
MoM AU Sex Pollen
FO Infiltration Sex Ring
TFLN
Soulmate Tattoo AU
Finn Marries Someone Else AU
Evil Finn AU; overflow: 1, 2
MoM AU Poe 10 Yrs Older
Vamp/Were AU
Missing for a Year/Telepathy AU
MoM AU Poe 'canon' updated
Dark Possessive AU
Married on Yavin AU
MoM AU Sexy Outfits
MoM AU Subway Sex
MoM AU with Melodies!Finn; overflow
MoM AU Photo-Op Kiss
Nearly Old Men AU
MoM AU Rule 63
Online Dating AU
MoM AU Poe Lost His In-Game Memories; overflow
Trans Poe AU
College Roommate AU
TIE Pilot/Prostitute AU
MoM AU Finn Returns from Port-Out
MoM AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Canon AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Shape Shifter AU; timeskip
FO Sexual Torture AU
MoM AU Finn Has a Boyfriend
Hades AU Finn Left Alone
MoM AU Apocalypse
MoM AU Poe Died in Canon
Canon AU Handjob in a Hospital (inspiration)
MoM AU Another Apocalypse
WWI Pen-Pal/Love Letters AU
Institutionalized Prostitution AU
MoM AU Body Swap
Post-TROS Victory Party

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[flightforfreedom]

"Nope not," He replied almost automatically, before he realised what he said and then chuckled, rubbing a hand against the back of his head.

"I mean, maybe, but. I'm definitely okay with it being just us. Getting some actual downtime would be nice."

[hatejakku]

"Yeah, I agree." He didn't mean to rush to reassure Poe but... well. "I mean, it sounds nice. It sounds like something for just us, you know?"

Just them. Not the arrangement, not around friends to pretend they were totally normal, no- Just them. Finn opened the doors to the outside with his shoulder, not letting his stride lessen as he started to the south.

[flightforfreedom]

"Yeah," Poe agreed, smiling widely, but then finding an embarrassing lack of anything to say after it. Why was his pulse going so fast? He and Finn had done any number of crazy things, seen any number of moons...

Maybe it was that he kept thinking about the closet--

No. Focus, Poe. One night together, none of that bullshit. No matter how horny you are, just... enjoy his company for a night, okay? Okay.

He hadn't even realised that he'd fallen into a companionable silence, that soft smile still on his lips, until they were close enough to actually see the perimeter wall. Someone was walking down it - just doing their rounds - but otherwise it was empty, and they'd be gone soon. He gently bumped Finn's shoulder with his.

"There we go. No crowd."

[hatejakku]

Finn's smile got even wider when he realized no one would be around. Well, except the guard who'd be gone soon. That was a little thrilling, right? All of it was.

But it didn't seem to be about that.

Finn picked a small, clear spot to park himself, patting the space beside him. "You're right. This is a great view. I think the fourth one's going to rise soon." Three were already hovering over them, lighting the night sky in an eerie way. It was perfect.

"This is perfect." Why not say it?

[flightforfreedom]

Poe took a seat beside him, letting his legs dangle over the side and leaning back on both hands, though he was close enough to be able to lean over and bump Finn's shoulder companionably.

"Yeah, alright, I'll admit it, Jess picked a good spot," he said with a laugh. Those nerves were back again. It almost felt like he was getting into one of those moods - into that hunger that he couldn't stop - except that it felt... different.

Either way, it was making his pulse flutter like crazy.

"They probably had festivals for days like this, back in the day."

[hatejakku]

"Oh, maybe." Made sense. "That would have been cool. Only party I've been to was Canto Bight and that... didn't go too well." Sorta. They lived.

"Maybe we should start something like that. Moral could use it. We could use it." Finn's shoulder bumped into Poe happily. "But just this is pretty great."

[flightforfreedom]

Poe paused, blinking, and turned his head.

"Seriously? That's the only party you've ever been to?"

He let out a breath and frown, before turning away again. "... I mean, I guess the last party I was at was... Snap's wedding." Which felt like a lifetime ago, now. ... And he'd made an utter ass out of himself, afterwards, with a technician. Damn. Didn't really want to remember that. The thought actually made him feel a bit ill. But he forced it down and made himself focus on Finn instead, turning back to look at him again, leaning into his shoulder.

"Well, remind me, and we'll have to throw a party. A proper one. So you can get an idea of just how great and how awful they are usually." His smile turned soft. "... But this is alright, huh? Don't mind hanging out with just me, for a bit?"

[hatejakku]

Finn didn't even notice Poe's mood change, especially since it went away so quickly. He just smiled back softly, swaying as Poe knocked into him again. "I think I'd love that. All of the great and awful things." A real party with his actual friends that isn't on a mission. Yes, he would love that.

Except for right now. "Honestly? I think I already prefer this. Just you and me-... We don't get to just be often enough. Not that I don't love our friends or love what we do when we are together, but... this is good, too. Really good."

[flightforfreedom]

He faltered again - just for a split second - when Finn said 'or love what we do when we are together'. It was good to hear that Finn was into it, sure, but it was also something he was deliberately trying not to think about. So his answering smile was a little strained for a second, before even just the expression on Finn's face melted his anxiety back down again.

"Yeah. Yeah, it's nice. You're---" He cut off, before he said 'You're nice', which was the dumbest possible thing he could think of. He laughed, instead.

"You're going to miss it," was what he covered with, gesturing to point at the horizon, where the fourth moon was just starting to rise.

[hatejakku]

Finn did glance to the horizon, to be fair. The moon was rising with the other four, bringing on a whole other sheen of light to their little bubble. But the light looked amazing here and it looked amazing on Poe.

He looked back at him with his own smile. "I'm not missing anything." This is what he was really here for.

[flightforfreedom]

His heart thumped almost painfully in his chest, unable to look away from Finn's face. He didn't even think about it, in the moment, though later he would realise that maybe he'd been planning it from the beginning. But right then? It felt like it came from somewhere else, a force acting on him rather than him taking the action.

He leaned over, pressing his shoulder to Finn's and then kept leaning until their lips met and his eyes fluttered shut.

[hatejakku]

They didn't really do this either. Finn took a sharp inhale, his eyes falling shut, too.

Maybe there were ulterior motives at play here, but this still felt different. This was still something he wanted, what they both wanted. If this was all he could get, it was enough. More than he could ask for.

So he let himself moan into the kiss and press back into him, his hand finding Poe's neck. Second thoughts about what they were would prevail later, especially since it was always sex with them. But he could enjoy this just like he enjoyed the closet. He could have something.

[flightforfreedom]

His pulse fluttered, stuttering, under Finn’s fingers, and he moaned softly in response. He was already hard - his cock getting every signal it needed that it would soon find release, no matter how badly he was ignoring it. He didn’t want it. He wanted this kiss, he wanted to be normal for five minutes, he—

His heart twisted painfully as he finally realized something.

He wanted Finn to love him.

[hatejakku]

Finn felt Poe's pulse beneath his fingertips and heard him moan deep in his chest. It was all too obvious to Finn what they must really be here for. Didn't diminish how good the moment was, though, or that's what he told himself at least.

Nibbling Poe's lip, Finn began to lean back and pull Poe on top of him.

[flightforfreedom]

It was all too easy to lead him, his heart thumping as Finn pulled him down. Poe deepened the kiss almost on instinct, leaning into him, letting a hand splay over Finn's chest below him.

A little voice at the back of his mind told him to stop. That if he wanted this moment to stay perfect he needed to pull back, needed to let it stay sweet and romantic and nothing more. But at the same time his stiffening cock was straining against his trousers and that haze of lust was starting to permeate his thoughts again.

[hatejakku]

According to Finn, this was romantic. This was as romantic as they could get, probably, especially since they weren't actually together. But like this Finn could do more than just pretend. He could almost fool himself.

His back pressed into the ground, and Finn rolled his hips up to Poe's. This was slow and almost natural, just lazy and pleasant. He let one hand explore under Poe's shirt, enjoying this pace that he thought Poe was setting.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe groaned, softly, feeling honestly wanted, grinding down against Finn with a slowly growing urgency. His brain was shutting completely off and his mind was starting to flood with images of sex, of Finn under him, shivering in pleasure—

He hadn’t wanted this but it was too late, his hand slipping down to catch at Finn’s belt and start tugging it open even as they rolled against each other.

[hatejakku]

He sighed when Poe's hands started to move, getting his own involved to work on Poe's clothes. Another thing they didn't do was Finn taking any sort of initiative, much less undressing his friend. But, again, this felt different. This didn't feel like something he was getting paid to do. It just felt like something they both wanted.

So it was different, and that gave him some leeway to work. He opened the fastening's on Poe's pants but didn't go further, still not because of the agreement. His hips rolled into Poe's and their hands, teeth nibbling along Poe's lips, heart pounding in his throat.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe’s hips rolled, pressing his trapped cock against Finn’s hand, that hunger growing and starting to burn. He tugged roughly at Finn’s trousers, pulling them down just enough to give him space to get his hand under fabric and palm Finn’s cock.

A voice at the back of his mind was telling him to stop, but the desire was far louder. Finn wanted this. He wanted Poe, wanted to be taken right here, right on the wall, under the moons, wanted to cry out to the stars as Poe came hard deep inside his body—

His breathing was starting to get laboured and he peppered Finn’s throat with kisses as he started to stroke him.

[hatejakku]

Finn whimpered, his head tilting back to better expose his throat. If Poe was already moving for him, then he might as well keep going. One hand fumbled past Poe's clothes and finally wrapped around his hard cock, enjoying this a lot more than many of the times before.

It was starting to get more hurried now, though, but he was still ready from earlier if Poe wanted things to go that way. Which it likely would. It always did, no matter how different this was. But it still felt good, his hips pushing into Poe's grip with an arm slung over his back in an attempt to hold on.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe groaned, low and deep, his head dipping to press hard into Finn's shoulder as he rolled his hips into Finn's hand.

He pulled Finn's cock out, stroking it a little distractedly, a little desperately, and pushing his trousers down further.

In the back of his mind he knew he would hate himself for this, in an hour. But he couldn't stop. Not when Finn felt so good against him. Not when he seemed so eager... He pressed another kiss to Finn's throat, teeth grazing, and then started to rut firmly against him, trapping their hands between their bodies.

[hatejakku]

It was a little touch and go for a second, but Finn finally managed to wrap one of his legs around the back of Poe's, getting a little more room and leverage to thrust up in response. His head fell back with a moan, letting Poe wander around his neck as much as he liked.

His hand moved faster over Poe, a difficult feat seeing as how they were crushed together. But he wanted it as much as Poe did. Still, there was probably more at play here, so his free hand helped work Poe's pants further down, his own a little more difficult to get to.

[flightforfreedom]

It was insanely hard to concentrate or think about anything other that Finn’s hand, but his body still sand like a siren call.

Still, that last vestige of concern and panic managed to force him to speak, just a single, confused and halting word even as he rutted against him, free hand shovin. finn’s Pants down his thighs.

“... here?”

[hatejakku]

Finn managed to free Poe's cock, wiggling a little beneath him, his almost bare thigh wedged between Poe's legs. "Anywhere," he gasped. "Anywhere you want."

Because Finn wanted it, too.

The hand that had been working on Poe's pants moved to his hair, bringing him closer for a deep kiss. They were like that now, right? He could do that now.

[flightforfreedom]

“I—“ he stuttered, suddenly torn. He did want. He did. But he also really, really didn’t —

Unfortunately, the want won out.

He took the kiss hungrily, moaning into Finn’s mouth as he blinding fumbled with the man’s clothes. He managed to get them down to Finn’s knees before started blindly fumbling for his pocket bottle of lube instead, all the while unable to pull himself out of that perfect kiss.