;poe

[hatejakku]

Sex Pollen Pre Relationship
Poe Dies Pre Relationship
Nightmare Early Relationship
Hogwarts AU Pre Relationship
Poe Almost Dies Pre Relationship
MoM AU First Night
Slightly Older Hogwarts AU
Post-TLJ
Bodyguard and Prince AU; overflow
Massage Pre Relationship
Oblivious Poe AU
Cyborg Poe AU
MoM AU Sex Pollen
FO Infiltration Sex Ring
TFLN
Soulmate Tattoo AU
Finn Marries Someone Else AU
Evil Finn AU; overflow: 1, 2
MoM AU Poe 10 Yrs Older
Vamp/Were AU
Missing for a Year/Telepathy AU
MoM AU Poe 'canon' updated
Dark Possessive AU
Married on Yavin AU
MoM AU Sexy Outfits
MoM AU Subway Sex
MoM AU with Melodies!Finn; overflow
MoM AU Photo-Op Kiss
Nearly Old Men AU
MoM AU Rule 63
Online Dating AU
MoM AU Poe Lost His In-Game Memories; overflow
Trans Poe AU
College Roommate AU
TIE Pilot/Prostitute AU
MoM AU Finn Returns from Port-Out
MoM AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Canon AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Shape Shifter AU; timeskip
FO Sexual Torture AU
MoM AU Finn Has a Boyfriend
Hades AU Finn Left Alone
MoM AU Apocalypse
MoM AU Poe Died in Canon
Canon AU Handjob in a Hospital (inspiration)
MoM AU Another Apocalypse
WWI Pen-Pal/Love Letters AU
Institutionalized Prostitution AU
MoM AU Body Swap
Post-TROS Victory Party

Comments

[flightforfreedom]

Poe let out a wet sound, blood bubbling at his lips in half a laugh, half a sob.

"They'll - they'll get you. I know they will. It won't.. It won't be for nothing, you'll be okay..." Everything was fuzzy, and there was a buzz in his ears that just kept getting louder.

"... I'm sorry. I'm sorry - I love you, Finn, I always..."

[hatejakku]

Why the fuck was he apologizing!? "No, no! I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! I can't do anything! I don't know what to-! No, please, Poe, I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry!"

Finn sucked in a few harsh breaths, trying to get a hold of himself. He could lose his mind later. Poe needed him here now. "I'm sorry. I love you. I love you." He held his hand. It was the only thing he could do. Useless. All his fault. "I wish I knew. I wish-" What did it matter anymore? "I'm sorry."

[flightforfreedom]

Poe managed to focus his eyes for a few seconds, a ghost of a smile on his lips as he managed to bring Finn's face into focus, even if he was only half hearing the words. Every breath was a trial, his lungs slowly collapsing, filling with blood.

"Not your... This isn't you fault, Finn. You're beautiful. You know that? You're..." His eyes unfocused again and he had to fight to bring Finn's face back into focus. "What do they say about the Force? Don't worry, because I.." He shuddered, his grip slackening.

"I will always...."

But no other words came, his whole body shivering for one last time, before going still, sightless eyes looking right through Finn.

OW, BRITT, DAMN

[hatejakku]

"Poe?"

Finn knew. He knew he was gone. "No, no, no- Poe, no. No." He pulled on his tattered shirt, gripped his hand, but none of it did anything different. Finn sobbed and kept babbling, not even listening to himself. Something about apologizing and love and how it should have been him. This was supposed to be him.

He leaned forward, trying to hold Poe as best he could, sobbing and screaming against his body. And he stayed that way until the boom of a ship coming out of hyperspace met his ears, stayed until ships appeared overhead. He just stayed.

He never really left.