;poe

[hatejakku]

Sex Pollen Pre Relationship
Poe Dies Pre Relationship
Nightmare Early Relationship
Hogwarts AU Pre Relationship
Poe Almost Dies Pre Relationship
MoM AU First Night
Slightly Older Hogwarts AU
Post-TLJ
Bodyguard and Prince AU; overflow
Massage Pre Relationship
Oblivious Poe AU
Cyborg Poe AU
MoM AU Sex Pollen
FO Infiltration Sex Ring
TFLN
Soulmate Tattoo AU
Finn Marries Someone Else AU
Evil Finn AU; overflow: 1, 2
MoM AU Poe 10 Yrs Older
Vamp/Were AU
Missing for a Year/Telepathy AU
MoM AU Poe 'canon' updated
Dark Possessive AU
Married on Yavin AU
MoM AU Sexy Outfits
MoM AU Subway Sex
MoM AU with Melodies!Finn; overflow
MoM AU Photo-Op Kiss
Nearly Old Men AU
MoM AU Rule 63
Online Dating AU
MoM AU Poe Lost His In-Game Memories; overflow
Trans Poe AU
College Roommate AU
TIE Pilot/Prostitute AU
MoM AU Finn Returns from Port-Out
MoM AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Canon AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Shape Shifter AU; timeskip
FO Sexual Torture AU
MoM AU Finn Has a Boyfriend
Hades AU Finn Left Alone
MoM AU Apocalypse
MoM AU Poe Died in Canon
Canon AU Handjob in a Hospital (inspiration)
MoM AU Another Apocalypse
WWI Pen-Pal/Love Letters AU
Institutionalized Prostitution AU
MoM AU Body Swap
Post-TROS Victory Party

Comments

[hatejakku]

"You feel it?" he asked, a murmur against his skin. But of course, Poe could feel it. Just like Finn could feel him. It just... still didn't feel like enough.

Or maybe he was just too overwhelmed about it, nearing closer to panic.

What Finn wanted was something he couldn't really specify at the moment. "Just want you right here," he answered the only truthful thing that could come to mind. "I want to kiss you and touch you and hold you-" And calm down and think about everything and figure out what his life was doing- Then his hips rolled into Poe's, his stiffening cock with it. "I want to see you."

It's okay. He didn't even know what he meant.

[flightforfreedom]

He felt it, before he heard it, before he saw it - that trace of panic that made Finn's heart flutter a little out of rythym, that made his fingers tremble. Poe swallowed, pulling his hand free of Finn's shirt so that he could reach up and touch his face, pulling him back away far enough that he could meet his eyes, even if he couldn't bring himself to push far enough that their hips stopped touching.

"Hey." Quietly. "Hey, I'm right here. It's okay. This is a lot, right? It's a lot." His hands still cupped around Finn's face he leaned in and pressed his forehead to the other man's, murmuring quietly almost against his lips. "I want all those things too. And we've got time."

It would be easier to say that if his hips didn't shift on their own, if he couldn't feel the outline of Finn's hardening cock against his. "You've got me. I'm right here."

[hatejakku]

It took a surprising amount of effort to will himself to not start crying. The emotions just kept piling on. But with Poe against him like this, he was able to take a deep breath and just be.

Though he was almost certain that time was one thing they didn't have. The rest of their lives, however short he thought they might be, was still an overwhelming length of time to be this happy.

He pushed into Poe's hips just like he gently pressed against his forehead, allowing his heart to slow a little and just accept the moment while his hands cradled either side of Poe's jaw. "Sorry," was all he could say other than all of the small, vulnerable things he really wanted to say. "You're here. I know. I know.

"I... just didn't expect all this."

[flightforfreedom]

Time was... well, relative. But Poe had a hell of a lot more to fight for now. To survive for.

“Yeah, a bit out of the blue for me, too,” he murmured, thumbs rubbing gently over Finn’s jaw. “So that makes two of us. I’d already - I’d already accepted I was never going to be able to hold you, like this. So I didn’t...” He wet his lips, before leaning in and pretty a slow, gentle kiss to Finn’s lips.

“... I didn’t know anything could feel like this.”

[hatejakku]

Then there was that reminder. What Finn felt for all of three minutes (though had believed for his lifetime in a different way, even if he wasn't thinking about it at the moment), Poe felt for months. And said nothing. Done nothing.

He wished Poe had done something. Pushed him to get the tattoo, talked to more about it, something. But, again, Finn knew he wouldn't have done anything either had their positions been reversed. He wasn't angry with Poe. He just... felt so damn guilty about it.

"I'm not going anywhere either. Wish I'd known sooner, but... I'll make it up to you." And because he couldn't let things be: "But you know, I really wanted to hold you, too. The tattoo didn't tell me that." Poe had said the same thing before, but he felt like he needed to get the sentiment out there, too.

I

[flightforfreedom]

Poe chuckled, clearly pleased, and pressed another kiss just to the edge of Finn’s mouth.

“... You know, I think I would have just gone for it, if I hadn’t had one. Rey or no Rey. But with them...” His nose brushed Finn’s as he took a breath. “... I couldn’t stand the idea of getting in the way of you finding true happiness, Finn. I’m just - I’m so damn happy that it’s me.”

[hatejakku]

"It was always you for me." Though Finn had no excuse. He hadn't known about the tattoos for months. He could have made a move but never did.

But he was tired of trying to place blame on lost time. They had it now like Poe said, and his heart was finally calming down with the fact. They had now.

He pushed forward for another kiss, not desperate or very deep but lasting. He didn't really want to pull away, even his hands finally started dipping lower, over his shoulders, down his back. "You said you wanted me, too." It was said almost as a question.

[flightforfreedom]

A shiver traveled right down his spine as Finn's hands slipped lower down his back, and Poe couldn't help but lean in a little more.

"Yeah." A low, rough murmur. "Yeah, I really do. I have." He twisted his head, just pressing his face against Finn's temple, not even doing anything except breathing him in.

He let his hands slip from Finn's face, trailing down his chest as he breathed.

"I want you."

[hatejakku]

He could definitely focus on making this more official... or at least more enjoyable. A part of him was fretting, second-guessing every movement he made, but the rest of him just kissed Poe's neck again and allowed his hands to explore.

Thanks to his shirt already being a little rucked up, Finn was able to slip his hands to warm skin again. One removed itself to glide over Poe's pants to grip at his hip, shifting to his ass ever so slowly to keep him close. The other stayed against the skin, running over his ribs before squeezing between them and lower, gently searching for buttons and zippers.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe didn’t make a sound - he didn’t need to. His breathing came a little harder, and his heart? His heart started beating a little faster, and he could feel their tempos starts to draw out of sync before Poe’s heart dragged Finn’s along with it.

The muscles in his stomach clenched, fluttering as Finn’s fingers moved down them, and it was as if time slowed, everything coming into focus. But “everything” was Finn.

It took him a second for his brain to start working again, for his fingers to follow suit, finding Finn’s belt buckle and pulling it free, achingly slowly.

[hatejakku]

Finn groaned, long and low, from the feeling of Poe's heart beating alongside his. He couldn't imagine going back to how it was before, or how he ever managed without this.

He bit his lip as Poe removed the belt, a secondary feeling to what was going on his chest. Still, his hands kept slowly moving, pushing Poe's clothes open so his hands could keep exploring. With another kiss, his hands hesitantly pushed lower, as if asking for permission but never quite stopping.

[flightforfreedom]

Wordlessly, Poe shifted his weight, titling his hips to try to close the distance - a silent encouragement that he could not give voice to. That was because his lips were busy- he was leaning in and pressing slow, warm kisses to Finn’s throat as he let the belt slide to the floor.

Carefully, he pushed fabric up Finn’s toned chest, pulling back from his kisses to meet Finn’s eyes, a quiet question as he tugged at the shirt.

[hatejakku]

He saw the question and responded with a push forward, bringing their lips together again. It was almost like he could feel what Poe was thinking. Maybe it wasn't going that far, but he could... feel something like that.

His own imagination or no, Finn removed himself to take the shirt off in one smooth motion before replacing his hands. Still, even as one slipped lower and cupped Poe, Finn waited for whatever verdict the other might have... Wasn't even fully naked, yet he felt vulnerable to him like this.