;poe

[hatejakku]

Sex Pollen Pre Relationship
Poe Dies Pre Relationship
Nightmare Early Relationship
Hogwarts AU Pre Relationship
Poe Almost Dies Pre Relationship
MoM AU First Night
Slightly Older Hogwarts AU
Post-TLJ
Bodyguard and Prince AU; overflow
Massage Pre Relationship
Oblivious Poe AU
Cyborg Poe AU
MoM AU Sex Pollen
FO Infiltration Sex Ring
TFLN
Soulmate Tattoo AU
Finn Marries Someone Else AU
Evil Finn AU; overflow: 1, 2
MoM AU Poe 10 Yrs Older
Vamp/Were AU
Missing for a Year/Telepathy AU
MoM AU Poe 'canon' updated
Dark Possessive AU
Married on Yavin AU
MoM AU Sexy Outfits
MoM AU Subway Sex
MoM AU with Melodies!Finn; overflow
MoM AU Photo-Op Kiss
Nearly Old Men AU
MoM AU Rule 63
Online Dating AU
MoM AU Poe Lost His In-Game Memories; overflow
Trans Poe AU
College Roommate AU
TIE Pilot/Prostitute AU
MoM AU Finn Returns from Port-Out
MoM AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Canon AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Shape Shifter AU; timeskip
FO Sexual Torture AU
MoM AU Finn Has a Boyfriend
Hades AU Finn Left Alone
MoM AU Apocalypse
MoM AU Poe Died in Canon
Canon AU Handjob in a Hospital (inspiration)
MoM AU Another Apocalypse
WWI Pen-Pal/Love Letters AU
Institutionalized Prostitution AU
MoM AU Body Swap
Post-TROS Victory Party

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[flightforfreedom]

Poe swallowed, his mouth suddenly dry.

“Uh— Yeah, that would— that would work.” If it wasn’t already obviously by how damn hard he was, he was into the idea. That being said—

“As long as you’re sure about this— Listen, Finn, if you need to put the breaks on, it’s okay. I just want you to be comfortable, so don’t push yourself if your not up to something, okay? I promise we’ll have a good time no matter what.”

[hatejakku]

Finn frowned a little but in thought rather than disappointment. It was true that they were moving really fast here and Finn was nervous out of his mind about it. At the same time-...

He leaned forward to place a kiss along the edge of Poe's lips, just one that was soft and careful. "I don't want to waste time," he answered quietly, not sure how else to sum up how he felt.

[flightforfreedom]

“Hey.” Poe pulled back, reaching out to grasp Finn’s face between his hands, gently running his thumbs over his cheeks.

“No time with you is wasted,” he murmured quietly. “The activity isn’t really the point. I just want to be here with you, okay?”

[hatejakku]

Yeah, Finn felt much the same, honestly. "Me, too, but... I want this." They should go slow, take their time, make this relationship between them last.

But that didn't really matter, did it? The porter could take them at any moment or Poe could decide he'd rather be with just one person than a few. Anything could happen. At the same time, he felt Poe's sentiment deeply. Any time when they were together wasn't wasted.

His hand combed through Poe's hair. "I really want this, you know?" If only he knew how to say what he really felt without sounding like an asshole to his own ears.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe reached up, sliding a hand behind Finn’s neck and pulling him down into a deep, warm kiss.

“I know,” he murmured against those lips, his own still lingering. “I really want it too. But I want you, Finn. In whatever way you want me, I want you. So just - do what you’re comfortable with.”

[hatejakku]

He wished he knew why Poe kept asking. It was the same thing earlier, and Finn thought they were over that. It made doubts creep in. Not doubts about what Finn wanted but what Poe wanted. Why did he keep questioning it if he was so on board?

Okay, no, they needed to pause. Finn couldn't just walk out in an angry, confused mess. And he clearly couldn't keep pushing Poe for more if these questions were just going to keep happening.

He took his hands away, leaning back to look at him. "Why do you think I'm not comfortable?"

[flightforfreedom]

Poe wet his lips, pausing. He hadn’t really thought he was being more than courteous, but- no. He was being weird about it.

He gave Finn an apologetic smile, unsure of how the answer would go down, but deciding to be honest.

“It, ah... was different the first time. You were pretty adamant about not getting into the physical stuff for... I think it took us a month before we actually slept together. And I never really got why, but that wasn’t really important. It just— I don’t know. Maybe it was me? I was in a weird place when we first hooked up. Sorry. I’m not trying to drag any of that here.”

[hatejakku]

Ah. That made more sense. "No, it's okay. I get it." He really did.

Well, no avoiding sounding like an asshole, he supposed. "It's smarter. I would want to take things slow to make sure we lasted. Make sure we both knew what we wanted. But-" Ugh. He paused to sigh, deflating. "Nothing lasts here. I don't want something to happen and we're left regretting everything we didn't do."

So he'd rather regret something he did do? Well, the other Finn- No, he tried it the other way already. It... worked? But that hardly mattered, did it? Besides, the situation was different. Finn felt like he-

Well, he felt like he had to catch up or be left behind.

He hadn't planned on all this introspection when he was talking about sucking down Poe's cock. Why can't he just forget all that and want for once? Dumb question. It was impossible to forget all the rest. "I want to just enjoy tonight while we have it, Poe. Would you feel better if we slowed down?"

[flightforfreedom]

“Don’t mistake my caution for lack of enthusiasm,” Poe said ruefully, reaching between them for Finn’s fly and pulling it down, hopefully answering that question.

“But for the record, I don’t regret waiting the first time. We didn’t lose anything, Finn. The only thing I regret about us was going to boot camp and leaving you behind. That was a mistake. But beyond that— Finn, even if you didn’t want to sleep with me at all, I’d want to be with you. I’ve wanted to be with you this whole time. This lasts. I know it does. Because I haven’t stopped loving you for a single heart beat, and I really don’t expect to stop any time soon. I am pretty sure I’ll be in love with you for the rest of my life.”

He pulled Finn’s cock free and gave it a long, gentle stroke.

“What I regret is ever trying to pretend that I wasn’t.”

[hatejakku]

Finn watched Poe, only biting his lip as any sign that he liked that touch a great deal. He realized now how insecure he'd felt when the answer was glaringly obvious. Poe loved him. It wasn't anything more convoluted than that, no tricks to make him think he had to invest everything right that moment.

Poe just loved him. He didn't know how to take the news this bluntly, his chest overwhelmed with a fire he wanted to sink into. How was he even supposed to respond to that?

Blinking, realizing there were tears in his eyes, Finn hoped Poe hadn't noticed and surged forward to kiss him again. He wanted to put everything he felt and couldn't say into it but was almost certain it wouldn't even come close.

[flightforfreedom]

The kiss was sudden, but far from unwelcome, Poe pressing his body closer, adjusting his grip on Finn's cock so he could stroke it even from this angle. And he did. Finn hadn't told him to stop, and seemed happy otherwise.

Poe couldn't help but smile into the kiss before he deepened it again, pulling Finn down to lie on his side and then tangling their limbs together, sliding his knee between Finn's thighs even as he stroked him.

[hatejakku]

Didn't they have another idea? He could barely remember what it was like this, his hips moving into Poe's thigh with a whimper. But he did eventually break the kiss, panting.

"I love you," he sighed. "I love you, too."

[flightforfreedom]

"I know," Poe said, a smile growing on his lips, nuzzling in against Finn, still stroking him slowly but intentionally.

"Took me a while to get that, again, but once I saw it, it was pretty hard to ignore..."

[hatejakku]

"Been in love with you for a while," he said in a breath. And it was true. He'd been in love with Poe longer than even he realized.

"I want this back home, too," he continued but made himself kiss Poe again or else he'd say things that weren't for the moment.

[flightforfreedom]

He had a reply, but then Finn was kissing him again and he couldn't help but melt into it, so fully at peace that it almost ached. When he was forced to come up for air, he murmured:

"Me too." He wanted it more than anything. "Something to fight for, right?"

[hatejakku]

Yeah. It was.

Finn kicked the doubts out of his mind for a minute, just wanting to enjoy this. While he still had it, right? Even if he didn't remember it later?

He hummed in answer and kissed Poe again, clever fingers making short work of the clasp on Poe's pants before his palm pressed into him.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe groaned into Finn’s mouth, rolling his hips into the touch while he slowly, deliberately, stroked Finn’s cock like it was one of the most delicate, beautiful things on the planet. He pressed into the kiss, deepening it, tongue gently claiming Finn’s for its own.

“Finn...” he murmured against the man’s mouth as he began to stroke more firmly.

[hatejakku]

They had hardly gotten to do much more than this, but Finn could still feel himself close to the edge. He groaned and doubled his efforts.

Where Poe was gentle and soft, Finn was stroking furiously, wanting so much that he could hardly stand it. To hell with going slow. He was going to make sure that if this was their only moment, then it was going to be good.

But slow was good, really good, and was the whole reason he was starting to lose his mind.

[flightforfreedom]

The irony was not lost on him: that out of the two of them, he was the one trying to slow it down. He felt like he owed it to Finn, in a weird way. Even if the other man was trying to rush ahead, it obviously wasn’t the ideal. But he was only a man, and a man who liked to move very fast, if he was the only concideration. So it was inevitable that as Finn sped up, so did he, rolling his hips to press himself deeper into every stroke and—

No, no, no.

“Finn—“ he groaned, “if you don’t let up, I’m going to ruin your suit. Slow down. I’ve got a— I’ve got an idea.”

[hatejakku]

Okay. Okay, okay. He could do that. Finn moaned quietly to himself and slowed, actually letting go of Poe's cock for a moment. But before he did anything else, he kissed Poe deeply again.

Okay, now he was good. "I would love to know your idea."

[flightforfreedom]

“I am going to put my mouth on you and suck you off so well that you come harder than you ever have in your life, and then maybe you’ll relax enough to take the rest slower,” Poe said helpfully, already twisting to get Finn on his back.

Then he shuffled around until he could kneel between Finn’s legs.

[hatejakku]

Finn whimpered at the image before rolling on to his back and stretching beneath Poe. It wasn't really his own lust, though, that was driving him faster.

He bit his lip, eyes on every movement that Poe was making. "You know I have to repay the favor, right?"

[flightforfreedom]

“Trust me, we are both going to be very satisfied tonight,” Poe promised as he stroked Finn’s cock with his hand, before leaning down to trail open-mouthed kisses down the length.

“So don’t you worry about that. Just relax.”

He swirled his tongue over the head and then slowly drew it into his mouth.

[hatejakku]

Finn moaned, his head falling back and eyes sliding shut. His hands found the back of Poe's neck and just held him there, reminding himself not to thrust.

"You feel so good, Poe-" He gasped and bit his lip, going more or less silent.

[flightforfreedom]

He was a little too busy to reply? But he made sure that Finn knew exactly how he intended this to go. He had done this many times, of course, and he wasn’t about to pretend that he hadn’t.

Instead, he used every trick he could remember Finn enjoying, working him slowly and deliberately with his mouth and tongue. His eyes flickered up to scan Finn’s face - checking for approval, beore he swallowed Finn deeper, groaning around him.