lina_musebox

Sex Pollen Pre Relationship
Poe Dies Pre Relationship
Nightmare Early Relationship
Hogwarts AU Pre Relationship
Poe Almost Dies Pre Relationship
MoM AU First Night
Slightly Older Hogwarts AU
Post-TLJ
Bodyguard and Prince AU; overflow
Massage Pre Relationship
Oblivious Poe AU
Cyborg Poe AU
MoM AU Sex Pollen
FO Infiltration Sex Ring
TFLN
Soulmate Tattoo AU
Finn Marries Someone Else AU
Evil Finn AU; overflow: 1, 2
MoM AU Poe 10 Yrs Older
Vamp/Were AU
Missing for a Year/Telepathy AU
MoM AU Poe 'canon' updated
Dark Possessive AU
Married on Yavin AU
MoM AU Sexy Outfits
MoM AU Subway Sex
MoM AU with Melodies!Finn; overflow
MoM AU Photo-Op Kiss
Nearly Old Men AU
MoM AU Rule 63
Online Dating AU
MoM AU Poe Lost His In-Game Memories; overflow
Trans Poe AU
College Roommate AU
TIE Pilot/Prostitute AU
MoM AU Finn Returns from Port-Out
MoM AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Canon AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Shape Shifter AU; timeskip
FO Sexual Torture AU
MoM AU Finn Has a Boyfriend
Hades AU Finn Left Alone
MoM AU Apocalypse
MoM AU Poe Died in Canon
Canon AU Handjob in a Hospital (inspiration)
MoM AU Another Apocalypse
WWI Pen-Pal/Love Letters AU
Institutionalized Prostitution AU
MoM AU Body Swap
Post-TROS Victory Party

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It was a fantasy. A fantasy he desperately wanted, but a fantasy none-the-less. He fell into it easily, and he moved inside Finn like he was making love to him.

Because he was.

When the were both sated and spent, he collapsed - cock still buried inside Finn as he slumped onto his chest, breathing hard, the experience far more intense in a far stranger way than it ever had been before.

He was silent for a long time, just letting his body slowly wind down and breath, before he finally murmured: "... I'll find a way, Finn. I promise. Just... just hold on until then."

Finn wished he was dazed out of his mind right now. He was breathing heavy, his own seed sticky and still warm between them, staring up at the ceiling. What they just did was... wonderful, beautiful, a gift, but-

He blinked when Poe spoke, and it all suddenly seemed more like reality. Even if it was a fantasy, Finn figured he should play his role. "That's a dangerous promise, Poe," he said in a firm voice he very rarely used with clients.

Made it seem real, though, and that's what Poe wanted. Because this couldn't be real.

"Like everything I do isn't already dangerous," Poe muttered, before grunting a little and pulling back - slumping onto his side next to Finn rather than on top of him.

"I risk everything every time we go on a mission, and for what? Nothing." He frowned up at the ceiling and idly scratched his chest. "... You're basically the only thing that keeps me together, sometimes, you know that?"

He didn't answer to that. How could he? What would he say? It was hardly farfetched to hear that this was the better part of Poe's day, but to risk his life for it? Finn's heart ached.

So after a very long moment, he swallowed and tried to respond. "It's a war. Wars end. You're a good pilot. I've seen you on drills before. You're so good that... maybe you can survive? Until the end?" At this point, Finn's survival depended almost entirely on luck. Poe was different. Poe was in a position that he could still mostly rely on his skills. That wasn't something to take for granted.

"What you're talking about-... If they knew you even thought about it-... Even like this, it's dangerous." Even just a fantasy, he meant. Fantasies have a way of sinking in, building hope. The Order didn't like hope.

So much for pretending this was fake, though.

"It's not going to end. Even if we will, I'll be running sorties to keep everyone under our boot heel until the end of time."

He twisted around with a grunt until he was on his side, facing Finn, his voice dropping.

"If I could do it. If I found us a way out. Would you go?"

Maybe the Order wouldn't win, Finn wanted to suggest. If the Republic or Resistance succeeded, though, they'd both likely be killed.

Saying any of that wouldn't matter, though. Poe had asked him a question, and Finn couldn't ignore it. He licked his lips, eyes looking towards Poe's general direction but not remotely at him. "There isn't a way out."

He'd tried. At least, he had very vague memories of trying, enough to know they were real. His hand rubbed at his eyes. "Poe, you're going to get yourself killed."

"I'm already a dead man walking," he murmured quietly. "There has to be a way out. I'm not - I would never do anything to get you hurt, Finn. I swear."

He was getting nervous, though, and he reached out and took Finn's hand to grip it tightly, pulling it away from Finn's face.

"Would you come?"

"I-" Of course, he would.

Finn let out a hard breath and roughly turned on his side to face him. "I do want it - I want that planet away from everything, I want it with you - but the only thing I want more is for you to survive. If they found out you were talking like this- If they caught you trying-... There are worse things than death. I couldn't keep going knowing they were hurting you like that because you tried to get us- get us to that stupid planet. You're not worth it."

His voice broke at the end there, but at least he was saying it with the full knowledge that Poe was potentially a spy trying to gauge Finn's loyalty. Being punished was worth it on the chance he was telling the truth.

If Poe wanted to leave, couldn't he just fly away while on mission? Taking Finn along would be too much a risk...

;poe

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