;poe

[hatejakku]

Sex Pollen Pre Relationship
Poe Dies Pre Relationship
Nightmare Early Relationship
Hogwarts AU Pre Relationship
Poe Almost Dies Pre Relationship
MoM AU First Night
Slightly Older Hogwarts AU
Post-TLJ
Bodyguard and Prince AU; overflow
Massage Pre Relationship
Oblivious Poe AU
Cyborg Poe AU
MoM AU Sex Pollen
FO Infiltration Sex Ring
TFLN
Soulmate Tattoo AU
Finn Marries Someone Else AU
Evil Finn AU; overflow: 1, 2
MoM AU Poe 10 Yrs Older
Vamp/Were AU
Missing for a Year/Telepathy AU
MoM AU Poe 'canon' updated
Dark Possessive AU
Married on Yavin AU
MoM AU Sexy Outfits
MoM AU Subway Sex
MoM AU with Melodies!Finn; overflow
MoM AU Photo-Op Kiss
Nearly Old Men AU
MoM AU Rule 63
Online Dating AU
MoM AU Poe Lost His In-Game Memories; overflow
Trans Poe AU
College Roommate AU
TIE Pilot/Prostitute AU
MoM AU Finn Returns from Port-Out
MoM AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Canon AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Shape Shifter AU; timeskip
FO Sexual Torture AU
MoM AU Finn Has a Boyfriend
Hades AU Finn Left Alone
MoM AU Apocalypse
MoM AU Poe Died in Canon
Canon AU Handjob in a Hospital (inspiration)
MoM AU Another Apocalypse
WWI Pen-Pal/Love Letters AU
Institutionalized Prostitution AU
MoM AU Body Swap
Post-TROS Victory Party

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[hatejakku]

He didn't want to wonder if Poe was telling the truth anymore. That whenever they might find each other again, Poe could change his mind. But they would find each other. They had to. And Poe did love him in some way.

At least his mind was starting to shut up enough to let him pretend.

Finn's jacket and shirt had quickly vanished before he started working on Poe's shirt, one hand already trying to manage his belt. The clothes were separating them. Whether they were about to do more or not, he just wanted to be close. He wanted to feel Poe against him. He just wanted this.

[flightforfreedom]

His heart was thundering in his chest. He didn't know how much time they had left and he almost didn't care - every second of it was already dedicated to Finn. He didn't want to be anywhere else. He clumsily tossed Finn's shirt off, then fumbled with his belt, tossing that off to the side too. The hard wood of the boardroom table beneath him would bruise, probably, but he couldn't care about that either.

He wasn't exactly going to live long enough to see the bruises.

He got Finn's fly open and pushed his pants down his hips before getting his hands around Finn's ass and pulling him sharply against him. The outline of Finn's hard cock was even clearer against his own and he groaned, eyes falling shut.

"W-Wait--" He suddenly said, pausing.

He could feel a weight on his chest that shouldn't be there, anymore.

[hatejakku]

Wait? For what? What time did they have left?

But no, Finn pushed the melancholy logic aside and suddenly found the term a little more freeing. It felt like they did have time, that there was still room to make mistakes and fix them.

Even with that knowledge, Finn's heart hammered hard in chest, thinking Poe was about to take it all back already. If it was honest, it'd be okay. Even though the fear of being alone, something that hadn't managed to grip him in a long time, suddenly flared again through his veins like burning ice.

But he stopped, pulling away from Poe to pant and look down at him, trying to remember every inch of him during however much time he had left.

[flightforfreedom]

Given the space, Poe's hand immediately went to the chain at his throat, clumsily and quickly undoing the clasp. He pulled it free from his neck and then took Finn's hand and pressed the ring into his palm, closing Finn's fingers around it tightly.

"It was my mom's," he explained quickly. "Should have given it to you the moment I knew. It's yours."

[hatejakku]

"Wh-What?" The ring he wore around his neck all the time? His mother's ring?

"I can't-" He tried to say, voice a touch high. He couldn't take Poe's connection to his mother, not now of all the times. Even troopers who couldn't remember their parents still called for their mothers when they were still young. Why would Poe- "It's your mom's. Why-?"

[flightforfreedom]

"It's yours," He insisted quickly, reaching up to take Finn's face between his hands and then arching up to steal a kiss and try to bring him back down with him.

"You don't have to - it was her wedding ring, and I know I can't ask that, but at the very least you should have it. I'm not letting anything happen to you without it."

[hatejakku]

Oh. He understood. Maybe not completely, but he gathered enough.

It was such an important piece of symbolism and history, though. It shouldn't belong to him. He didn't really feel like he had the right. Desperately trying to get close to someone you cared about in your last moments wasn't... this. This was- He wasn't sure what this was.

But Poe wanted him to have it, and it cemented something in his chest that told him all of this was true. Poe loved him, Poe missed him, Poe would find him. Overwhelmed again, he shuddered and tried to ignore his new tears, fumbling with the ring but managing to slip it on a finger.

Finn was back down, pressed against him, but he wasn't resuming what they were doing before. He didn't have to force himself to be distracted if the truth was weighted band around his finger. Instead, he looked down at Poe and desperately wished they could make it all up to each other.

"It would have been yes," he breathed into the stillness of the room, finally feeling a silent calm that wasn't in a rush, the seconds feeling as if they had finally slowed down. "If you asked." Not that there was time, but his answer remained.

[flightforfreedom]

He let out a breath that was somewhere between a sob and a laugh, his eyes suddenly brimming with moisture. Force, he was a fool.

“Yeah?” He asked dumbly, his voice thick and choked. “Okay. Okay— Marry me, Finn,” he whispered, a pained smile drawing so wide across his face that it wasn’t only his heart that hurt. “I’ll ask again, later, I promise, but marry me now, too.”

[hatejakku]

For some reason, this is what made everything finally seem like the end. It wasn't panic or guilt or regret, though. All he felt was a calm acceptance. Just a resounding finally.

"Yeah," he repeated, slowly leaning back in to take a slower kiss this time. "Of course. Of course, I'll marry you. Of course. I love you."

He wasn't sure where the calm was from. Proof that Poe loved him or proof he wouldn't be alone. But he was thankful, either way.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe didn't feel calm. He felt like he had a flock of tiny birds trapped in his ribcage. But Finn's calm had an effect on him, and those birds slowly began to quiet down as Finn kissed him.

He'd left it too late, he always did. But at least he made it, in the end.

He grasped Finn's hand, fingers curling around Finn's so that he could feel the thick metal band against Finn's skin. Just to remind himself that Finn had put it there.

"Can't really give you the little house on Yavin that I meant to," He said, trying to make a joke, smiling with watery eyes.

[hatejakku]

Finn saw the opening for a joke but couldn't take it for that. The words hurt more than they probably should have, Poe's unshed tears making the pain double.

"We'll find it later," he answered sincerely. He had to believe that now or his last moments wouldn't be nearly as pleasant. "You'll just show me later," he continued, punctuating the idea with another kiss.

[flightforfreedom]

"Yeah," He whispered, Finn's sincerity cutting through his fear, those little birds slowly settling. He slipped his hands around Finn's head, thumbs brushing his cheeks and fingers pushing into his hair. "Yeah, I will," he murmured, leaning up to kiss him again.

"I know I will. Even if we don't remember this, I already knew I wanted to take you there. I already knew I didn't want a life without you."

[hatejakku]

That hurt. "You should. You should want it regardless." He pressed kisses to Poe's skin, his calm wavering.

"I'll be there, anyway, though. You can't shake me that easily, Dameron, all right? We'll find it together."

[flightforfreedom]

"Trust me, I'm not going to shake you," he said, almost laughing. But it wasn't really a laugh.

"I'm right here, Finn. I'm not going anywhere. Even if I have to fuse my atoms to yours, I'm not going anywhere."

[hatejakku]

Maybe he should find the thought a little disturbing but it was something he welcomed with open arms right now. Finn pressed down against Poe again, burying his face into his neck as if he could closer just by willing it.

"Good. Then we won't have to find each other again, because I'm not going anywhere either."

[flightforfreedom]

He turned his head, kissing Finn's hair as the man's face was buried against him, just holding him for a long minute. He didn't say anything for a while. Just held him. But eventually, he shifted, and murmured:

"... Kiss me?"

[hatejakku]

The stillness was welcome, and Finn closed to his eyes to focus on Poe's body against his and what physical limits still separated them. It wasn't all that much, in the grand scheme of things. He could even continue pretending that they'd stay more or less like this even after... whatever would happen.

Poe's voice didn't really interrupt the calm, and Finn adjusted to accommodate him. He took a slow, deep kiss, hand tangled in Poe's hair to keep them together.

[flightforfreedom]

It was exactly what he needed, and his eyes slid shut as he melted into Finn's kiss. The rest of his thoughts fell away - the fluttering birds finally completely still.

It was okay. It was all going to be okay. They were together, whatever happened. They could face the rest of it.

"I love you," he murmured against Finn's lips, fingers curling into he fabric still on the man's waist.

[hatejakku]

He sighed against Poe's lips, hands rubbing down along his torso until he found his waistband again.

"I love you, too," Finn murmured back, taking another kiss as pulled the fabric down, trying to find more skin to press against.

[flightforfreedom]

He shifted his hips, unwilling to break the kiss but helping as much as he could, while slowly tugging at Finn's clothes, as well.

They would be quite a sight, now, for anyone to walk in on - Poe pushing Finn's pants down to his ankles with his feet, grinding against each other on a board room table in the middle of an apocalypse. But Poe didn't care. He didn't care about anything other than the man pressed against him.

He deepened the kiss, splaying his hands over Finn's back, fingers curling against his spine, slowly moving towards to cup the curves of his ass, and pull him closer against him.

[hatejakku]

Finn wasn't even thinking about the sight they must be making. He was focusing on nothing save for getting as close to Poe as possible. Anything outside of this moment didn't matter anymore.

He shivered from the hand on his spine, hips grinding down into Poe's. This was all he wanted, though he did push the rest of Poe's clothes away, finally pressing skin to skin at every point.

Finn sighed and kissed him again.

[flightforfreedom]

He'd grown softer as they talked, but Finn's quiet sigh, his hips grinding down - that had Poe back at full mast very quickly.

He didn't seem to be urgently trying to get anywhere, though. Despite the fact that his body was grinding back up against Finn, despite the fact that he could feel that desperate desire curling in his gut, there was another, stronger one.

He just wanted to be here. He just wanted to feel Finn against him. Never wanted to stop kissing him.

[hatejakku]

Finn felt much the same. His hard cock pressing against Poe seemed so far down on his list of things that were important right now.

He still shivered with desire, though, body wanting to fulfill that desire but he was in no rush to so. He already had what he needed.

That didn't really stop Finn from moaning into, enjoying the contact without any horrid thoughts getting in his way.

[flightforfreedom]

The moan made a shiver run down his spine, as Poe slowly rolled his hips - almost unthinkingly. Almost subconsciously. His body chasing that desire even as his mind was far too focused on Finn's lips.

But the slight roll shifted their positions, and as his hips moved against Finn's, the lengths of their cocks lined up against each other, rubbing as he moved. He groaned lowly, eyes fluttering closed, unable to ignore how good that felt.

[hatejakku]

Finn's hips were already moving in slow circles, almost turning into thrusts but not quite, before Poe ramped up the pleasure. He could feel satisfaction crackle beneath his skin even as he wanted more. More of everything, not just this.

"I love you," he gasped breathlessly into another kiss, his hips rolling harder even though he stayed slow. A hand moved between them, seeking to grasp them both and give them what they wanted.