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Sex Pollen Pre Relationship
Poe Dies Pre Relationship
Nightmare Early Relationship
Hogwarts AU Pre Relationship
Poe Almost Dies Pre Relationship
MoM AU First Night
Slightly Older Hogwarts AU
Post-TLJ
Bodyguard and Prince AU; overflow
Massage Pre Relationship
Oblivious Poe AU
Cyborg Poe AU
MoM AU Sex Pollen
FO Infiltration Sex Ring
TFLN
Soulmate Tattoo AU
Finn Marries Someone Else AU
Evil Finn AU; overflow: 1, 2
MoM AU Poe 10 Yrs Older
Vamp/Were AU
Missing for a Year/Telepathy AU
MoM AU Poe 'canon' updated
Dark Possessive AU
Married on Yavin AU
MoM AU Sexy Outfits
MoM AU Subway Sex
MoM AU with Melodies!Finn; overflow
MoM AU Photo-Op Kiss
Nearly Old Men AU
MoM AU Rule 63
Online Dating AU
MoM AU Poe Lost His In-Game Memories; overflow
Trans Poe AU
College Roommate AU
TIE Pilot/Prostitute AU
MoM AU Finn Returns from Port-Out
MoM AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Canon AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Shape Shifter AU; timeskip
FO Sexual Torture AU
MoM AU Finn Has a Boyfriend
Hades AU Finn Left Alone
MoM AU Apocalypse
MoM AU Poe Died in Canon
Canon AU Handjob in a Hospital (inspiration)
MoM AU Another Apocalypse
WWI Pen-Pal/Love Letters AU
Institutionalized Prostitution AU
MoM AU Body Swap
Post-TROS Victory Party

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But he was right about the detox and diagnostic. Making sure that Poe was okay after that should be at the top of his list anyway... So now he felt bad for ignoring the situation and not keeping Poe's well-being first. Fantastic.
But he nodded and let out a deep breath. Later. Just process later. "Yeah, okay. Sorry."
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"Can't wear clothes for detox, but - you want to go through first? I can hang back if you're not- I mean- I get it, if you think I've had more of a fair share of an eyeful. But it'll be faster if we go through together."
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But... he shook his head and removed the jacket, being sure not to look at him again. "I'm fine with it. Whatever you want." He didn't wait for an answer. Just got rid of the jacket before methodically moving to the boots then pants, just not thinking about this whole thing.
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He didn't reply, just nodded and started to strip, not at all self concious. It was a lot easier to see the bruises, though - dark purple marks on his hips and thighs and sides, looking exactly like Finn's fingerprints..
He managed not to flush, this time, and once they were both disrobed he shoved the potentially contaminated clothes in a bag for later testing, then turned on the decontamination process. No water, no steam, but lasers strong enough that they felt hot. After a minute, the system chimed.
"Alright, med bay."
Med bay was a large word for the tiny bunk style cot that made it up - definitely not big enough for more than one person. And they had to walk the whole way there naked. But the diagnostic tool was already rolled out.
"Take a seat. I'll run it on you, first, then you can do me."
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And part of salvaging everything was to keep himself from feeling hurt while Poe ran a diagnostic over his naked body. He felt exposed in a way he didn't like... But whatever. Finn sat as ordered and stretched his neck, kinda curious if he was still being affected after all. "Ready. Come on."
At this angle, his eyes fell on the bruises on Poe's hip before he looked away, guilt waiting in his chest. He had similar bruises... Just hoped Poe didn't mention them.
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"Alright, alright, let's see--" he paused as he scanned the read out, lips moving as he read it to himself. Finally he let out a relieved sigh. "Nothing. Some trace remnants of a protein in your blood, but already mostly disintegrated. That's it. We're completely ourselves again."
His relief was palpable, and as he raised his head to meet Finn's eyes. "Thank the Force."
He handed over the diagnostic tool, still trying to convince himself not to just kiss him. The urge was a hell of a lot stronger, now.
"Check me over and then tell me if I'm allowed to kiss you or not because I'm going a little nuts, here." So much for suave.
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He took the diagnostic tool and... stopped. "You want to kiss me?" It was said with less curiosity and far more hope than he'd care to admit. Poe... still-... No! No, that could be the, uh- Right.
He jumped out and maneuvered Poe to his spot. "Sit," he said and quickly started scanning him, trying to be as thorough as possible. Because surely Poe didn't- Oh, please, let it be true.
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"Yeah. If that wasn't already made painfully obvious. And there's no point to try to hide it anymore, so--" He didn't flinch, but his words did halt as the device took the blood sample from his neck.
"So if that's something you want to do, too, you'd better tell me."
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So he stared at the diagnostic tool with bated breath as the results started pouring. Aaaannnd- He actually gasped. "You're okay! It's not even-" It's fine! There's nothing! He-! Poe-!
Finn looked up from the device and gave Poe a hard stare, debating his options, before putting it aside. He cupped Poe's face and kissed him. It wasn't desperate and hungry like the ones before, but maybe sweet? Really, he just wanted to reassure to himself that this was happening, his feelings were okay to have, and they were going to be all right.
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"Look, it's totally okay if you --" he was starting to say, when Finn cut him off with a kiss, surprisingly tender. Not like whatever had happened to them on the station. It was gentle, and it made his heart thump almost painfully in his chest as he returned it, lips parting in almost a sigh against Finn's.
He'd never felt this relieved.
He settled his hands around Finn's hips, tilting his head up into the kiss as he tried to deepen it. But the angle was not easy to keep and after a second he pulled back, looking a little flushed. "I, uh- would have preferred a better way to tell you, but--"
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He did not want to assume again. "You meant all that, right? What you said back there with the-" He waved his hand, not too willing to put a word to it right now. "Did you mean it?"
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He paused, shifting so he could stand up, sliding his own hands to cup Finn's jaw.
"Yeah. I've been in love with you for a while. Though I really didn't think it was mutual until, ah--" Until we were fucking each other's brains out? -- "Until today, so--"
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He looked at him again with the touch, the confession, and Finn's smile was wide. "It's mutual," he replied. Poe Dameron loved him. Poe Dameron was in love with him. What the hell? "I love you." It felt good to say without being out of his mind, grin just growing wider.
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"I love you too," he mumbled against his lips before stealing another kiss, deep and long.
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But maybe they should stop before they got ahead of themselves and really ended up sore. Not that Finn was putting the brakes on, though.
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Which would probably sound more like an actual protest if he wasn't pressing closer, sliding his body up against Finn's, feeling the heat radiating off him. He'd thought that the sexual desire was mostly the vines - not all of it, obviously, since it wasn't like he hadn't stroked himself to thoughts of Finn before - but the wanting to go over and over and over was definitely something he wasn't used to.
How long had they been asleep, anyway?
"Look-" he murmured against Finn's lips. "I need to get us into hyperspace. But if you want to - meet me back at your bunk in - say - five minutes--"
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He'll try again later. Right now, he was too preoccupied with the feeling of Poe's body against his again.
Then there was the offer. "If you think we can go again... I'll be there." Finn wanted to, but he wasn't sure at this point, to be honest. Didn't matter. Just having Poe that close again would be wonderful. He kissed him again with that thought alone, less of a smile and more of a real kiss this time.
Should probably let Poe go... any minute now...
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It took way too long to stop himself from dragging the kiss out, as long and deep as he could, and even longer to force himself to step back.
"I don't know about going again, but - I want at least a few more hours of that before we get back to base---"
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"I think we can handle that," he said with a grin, letting Poe go even if he might have trailed a hand down his arm for as long as he could. Finn did make himself back away, though, letting Poe actually go about his business as he started to put the medkit away.
Between doing that and slinking back to his bunk, he wondered what would happen once they were back on base. Reality, most likely. That really awkward debrief, yeah. What about them? They were usually on separate missions, almost always on the go, in the middle of this war. He'd rather think about this later, but with Poe not there as an incredible distraction, his mind began to wonder if they could make it work... Poe said he'd loved him for a long time, though, so-... He hoped this could work.
With a sigh, he fell back into his bunk, that exhaustion coming back to the forefront of his mind. And he was still sore. No, though. He sat up, determined to not doze off without Poe in his arms.
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So for once in their relationship Poe was not at all thinking of anything ahead of approximately an hour from now. Even as he plotted their course - two jumps, just in case - he could still think about barely anything other than the man waiting for him in the stern of the ship. The calculations seemed to take forever, and he was rambling to BB-8 the whole time.
"-- Yeah I know you always said I should tell him but there just wasn't the- No you can't say I told you so! That's not--"
A few minutes later, still grinning, the ship fully in hyperspace, Poe padded his way back to Finn's bunk, the door sliding open quietly.
"Hey."
He really should stop grinning.
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When his door slid open, Finn looked up and smiled. "Hey." He wasn't really sure what else to say, feeling a little awkward and mostly giddy with his arms wrapped around his legs. So he nodded down at his bunk. "Saved you a spot?"
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"I could have found somewhere to fit in," he teased, but he was already looping an arm around Finn and pulling him down onto the bed. "Kiss me again?"
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This was nothing like back on the ship with those vines. There was nothing urgent here. He could take his time and explore if he wanted. Right now, he just wanted to be warm and comfortable, so Finn snuggled himself against Poe and kept kissing him for however long or as much as he wanted, keeping his arms wrapped loosely around his waist.
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He should be exhausted - part of him was - but a large part of him was slowly growing excited, more awake than he had been in days. He wanted to be here so badly that he could barely believe it was real. But it was.
He lost track of how long he indulged in those lips before his blood began to stir again, and he slowly began to roll his thigh against Finn as his tongue delved claiming and deep into their kiss.
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But now wasn't the time to worry about that. In fact, he didn't plan to worry at all. Maybe this was just one moment but that's sort of the way his life went, anyway. He'd keep this close, treasure it, and do his part to make sure it happened again. For now, though-
Poe pulled a groan out of him as he got more adventurous, and Finn still felt tired and sore but more than willing to indulge. This was Poe, after all. Wasn't like he'd say no, even now. They probably wouldn't get far, anyway, but he was willing to go as far as they both could manage.
So Finn kissed him a little harder and started to rut against Poe's thigh, his own legs squeezing his. Even though his heart was pounding in his chest, the motions were slow and steady, a hand brushing against Poe's hair as he cupped his cheek. He sucked on Poe's bottom lip just to see what would happen if he did... or rather, just because he could now.
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omg my last tag here was AWFUL im so sorry
Lol it was fine!! Relax!!
I used 'enough' 3x in one sentence xD but thank you ❤
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