;poe

[hatejakku]

Sex Pollen Pre Relationship
Poe Dies Pre Relationship
Nightmare Early Relationship
Hogwarts AU Pre Relationship
Poe Almost Dies Pre Relationship
MoM AU First Night
Slightly Older Hogwarts AU
Post-TLJ
Bodyguard and Prince AU; overflow
Massage Pre Relationship
Oblivious Poe AU
Cyborg Poe AU
MoM AU Sex Pollen
FO Infiltration Sex Ring
TFLN
Soulmate Tattoo AU
Finn Marries Someone Else AU
Evil Finn AU; overflow: 1, 2
MoM AU Poe 10 Yrs Older
Vamp/Were AU
Missing for a Year/Telepathy AU
MoM AU Poe 'canon' updated
Dark Possessive AU
Married on Yavin AU
MoM AU Sexy Outfits
MoM AU Subway Sex
MoM AU with Melodies!Finn; overflow
MoM AU Photo-Op Kiss
Nearly Old Men AU
MoM AU Rule 63
Online Dating AU
MoM AU Poe Lost His In-Game Memories; overflow
Trans Poe AU
College Roommate AU
TIE Pilot/Prostitute AU
MoM AU Finn Returns from Port-Out
MoM AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Canon AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Shape Shifter AU; timeskip
FO Sexual Torture AU
MoM AU Finn Has a Boyfriend
Hades AU Finn Left Alone
MoM AU Apocalypse
MoM AU Poe Died in Canon
Canon AU Handjob in a Hospital (inspiration)
MoM AU Another Apocalypse
WWI Pen-Pal/Love Letters AU
Institutionalized Prostitution AU
MoM AU Body Swap
Post-TROS Victory Party

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[hatejakku]

Finn's hands on Poe's thighs were probably going to leave bruises, too, but he wasn't even paying attention to that.

He was far too busy watching Poe and moaning with every movement he made. It took a moment to get it right, but Finn began to thrust into him in the same rhythm, impossible to breathe.

"You're beautiful," he couldn't help but say. Poe looked to be in pure bliss, and one of Finn's hand pressed into his chest, trying to find his heartbeat. "So beautiful. So- I love you. I love you."

[flightforfreedom]

When Finn started thrusting with him, every sharp spike pulled a groan from his lips, his own hands moving to rest on Finn's chest as Finn's hand found his. His eyes flickered own as Finn spoke, but it wasn't until the last two sentences that he felt his heart nearly stop in his chest, missing several beats before painfully restarting again. The heat was back, hard and fast behind his eyes, and he had to swallow down a sob that suddenly wanted to slip from his lips.

He breathed hard, swallowing again, starting to ride a little faster a little harder.

"Finn--" He breathed, his voice choked, before he leaned down and kissed him hard, still grinding against his lap even though it was harder to thrust down. He groaned against his mouth, a hot tear transferring from his cheek to Finn's. "Thank you-- thank you for coming back--"

[hatejakku]

Don't thank me. Finn was taking advantage of him like this. Yet, he couldn't help but wonder if all of this could be real, could possibly be for him, that this could be an entirely new beginning for them.

It was that thought that made him gasp into Poe's kiss, bracing his feet against the bed to fuck into him harder. The hot tear against his cheek was entirely too much, and Finn squeezed his eyes shut against the emotions drowning him.

One hand gripped at Poe's back while the other tried to stroke his cock. Finn breathing Poe's name against his lips, trying to kiss him and almost too overwhelmed to do more than press their lips together. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I left, I'm sorry for-" Everything. "Poe, I-"

[flightforfreedom]

Poe let out a sharp breath, punctuated with a gutteral sound as Finn fucked harder up into him, as a hard wrapped around his cock. It was almost a sob, as he leaned back to get a better angle, arching his spine as he thrust down hard, taking Finn as deep as he could. He could feel the tears slide easily down his cheek, even with his head tilted back, pooling against his ears rather than flow to his chin. He was gasping Finn's name with every thrust, now, and he could feel his orgasm quickly approaching as he rocked harder on Finn's lap, as if trying to destroy himself on it.

"Please-- Finn- please-- fuck---"

[hatejakku]

His hand was practically a blur over Poe's cock, other hand gripping tight to his ribs. Between their respective angles and his eyes squeezing shut on every other thrust, Finn didn't even see the tears.

Actually, he felt like his body was nothing but nerve endings, all of them going off at once to elicit massive emotional responses that he could hardly categorize, much less control. He arched up into Poe, thrusting hard one more time before gasping Poe's name and shouting into the darkness.

When he came down from this high, he knew that everything would be better, that Poe would be okay. In that moment, he knew.

[flightforfreedom]

His orgasm was explosive, his whole body shaking with every violent burst of pleasure, tensing hard around Finn's cock as he felt the warm bloom inside him. He shuddered for several more seconds, riding out the pleasure, his breathless moan breaking off into a sob. He slumped forward, Finn still inside him, feeling the slickness of the man's cum slide down his ass as he collapsed against him.

It was just one sob, at first, I could easily be misidentified as something else. But as his heart rate slowed, the tears kept coming, and he started to shake with every quiet sob as he wept, curled up on Finn's chest.

[hatejakku]

It took a good minute for Finn to come back to himself. When he did, he noticed his arms were wrapped tightly around the warm body crying against his chest.

His heart clenched, throat closing, realization that they shouldn't have done that hitting him again. It could be okay, though. It could be okay. He just had to-

Finn curled closer to Poe, holding him tightly, keeping his lips against his hair as he murmured. "Are you hurt? Did I- Poe?" That was just as likely as anything else, Finn reasoned, considering how they did this thing they shouldn't have done. Physical, emotional-... All of that.

[flightforfreedom]

He didn't reply immediately, too choked up to get words out, but he slowly forced the sobs to lodge in his throat and twist in his chest rather than slip from his lips.

"I'm not hurt," He clarified finally, his voice rough, his eyes red and watering as he pushed himself back up. But he couldn't quite meet Finn's gaze. "Sorry. Fuck, I'm sorry, Finn."

[hatejakku]

Finn wasn't as relieved to hear that as he probably should have been. As it were, he tried to keep his hold on Poe, leaning up slightly as if to follow him. "Don't be," he said gently or tried to. This was making him far more nervous than anything that had already happened. "Don't apologize. You don't have anything to apologize for."

If he were able, if Poe allowed him, Finn would lean forward and try to kiss some of those tears away.

[flightforfreedom]

He didn't fight it, even though the affection was far more heartbreaking than it was comforting.

Finn had always been perfect, and he still was. He was a better man than Poe ever had been.

Poe closed his eyes, trying just to breathe, but the guilt was building fast now that the desperation had subdued. He swallowed thickly.

"... Yeah, I do. You don't - fuck, none of this is fair to you--"

[hatejakku]

Fair to Finn? Seriously?

"No. No, Poe. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have- I- I took advantage when-" All of his disjointed sentences were being projected right into Poe's skin, his lips still trying to kiss him to make all this better.

But- Fuck. Fuck. What could he do? What was he going to do? His arms tried to hold Poe closer. "Don't be like that. You didn't- It's okay. It's not your fault."

[flightforfreedom]

Finn tried to hold him closer but Poe kept trying to pull away. He felt almost sick, now. Not because of Finn. Not beautiful, wonderful, perfect Finn. But because of himself.

"It's absolutely my fault," he asserted. "You don't-- fuck-- you don't get it, Finn. You've been gone almost a year. I-- I tried to move on, I- I've been seeing someone else--"

It felt like someone punched him in the gut and he pulled back further, pulling his hands up and pressing his face into them, burying it. "Fuck, he really doesn't deserve this either--"

[hatejakku]

Finn flinched like he'd been burned, not pulling away but allowing Poe to slip from his grip. He'd been seeing someone? Poe was with someone? "I didn't know," was his initial response, spoken quietly like he didn't really mean to speak it.

He thought- He thought that was the start of something incredible, something beautiful that he hardly dared to dream about when he was young. A happier life full of love and peace. Instead, he'd hurt Poe and hurt this person Poe cared for. Probably loved. All because he realized that Poe had once loved a different Finn and thought he could take advantage of that.

He felt sick with guilt, a familiar yet much more intimate feeling. "I'm sorry." He needed to leave. Right now. Couldn't very well teleport away naked, but where the hell was his clothes? Finn backed away and started moving to slip out of bed, trying to keep their distance, fingers trembling and heart crumbled.

[flightforfreedom]

"Of course you didn't know. You couldn't know. I hadn't told you," he pointed out, the self loathing laced heavily into every word.

His hands lowered to watch Finn get up, the heart break written clear across his face, and a surge of protective self hatred bloomed in his check, choking in his throat. No. He couldn't do this. He couldn't let Finn walk out like this.

He was off the bed before the thought had even fully computed, reaching out to grab Finn's wrists before he could do anything with his hands, a fierce sort of grief written across his face.

"That was me, Finn. Understand? You don't - I don't want you to feel sorry for something that's my fault, you didn't-- you didn't do anything wrong. Ever. You've never been anything but good to me even as I ruin everything for you-- Finn--" he swallowed heavily, his palms a little sweaty even as they bound Finn's wrists tightly. "I should have waited. I knew I should have. I did for a while but I-- I should have waited, because I'm still - I'm still so fucking in love with you and I don't even care that you don't remember because every single thing you do reminds me that you're the same man, the same huge, perfect heart, and I don't - I don't care if you can't remember all the times I accidentally crushed it or ruined everything, I just--"

He words were faltering, the desperation far more clear than the meaning.

"I'm sorry. I'm so-- I'm so fucking sorry--"

[hatejakku]

He didn't know what to say. His first instinct was to wrap Poe in a hug but should he? Was that the response he should go with? He wanted time to think, just a moment to get everything together and look at this from a half-ass logical standpoint. Right now, Poe was hysterical, gripping hard at his wrists, saying that he was in love with him while being with someone else.

Finn didn't know what to say or what the correct response was, but he had to say something. "I- I was gone almost a year. I wouldn't have wanted you to wait. I-... You moved on. That's good... That's good. I'm the one who- I came back and I've-" What, ruined everything over things he couldn't control with information he didn't have?

He stared at their hands, just trying to breathe and not cry, desperate to take a moment and think. Poe was making it sound like this other man was... the other man, that Poe and Finn were the item that was falling apart because of this. What the hell was he supposed to think? He thought Poe loved him. And he was still saying that he did but it was a different Finn and he'd moved on and- His hands were beginning to tremble out of his control. "What about- What about him? This- You- We can fix this. I'll tell him everything. I'll tell him anything you want me to. I can fix it."