flightforfreedom: (slow processing speed)

[personal profile] flightforfreedom 2019-06-15 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
Poe Dameron you fucking moron, not everyone has the attention span of a gold fish like you do.

"Uh," he replied, eloquent as always. "That... depends on how much of that you heard..."

Yes. The answer was yes. Force, he was a moron. He didn't really wait for the reply, wincing a little.

"No don't- answer that. Yes. Okay? I was. I don't really think it should be news that I-- I mean, it's not like I'm exactly opaque, but you really don't have to worry about it, Finn, I know it's not- I know that this isn't exactly ideal. I honestly just want you to have a good time, so- so we should go check out the buffet, because I heard the samosas were really good--"
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[personal profile] flightforfreedom 2019-06-15 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
Poe could look very dumb on many occasions, and this was certainly one of them. At first, he almost asked Finn to repeat himself, as he must have misheard, but as the man continued it became much clearer.

He could feel his cheeks heating up.

"... Okay, I'll be honest, I have no idea what I'm doing," he said in a bit of a rush. "I - it's not exactly the usual sort of thing, I know, and you--" Ho boy, Finn looked good. He swallowed, his voice getting a little lower. "You said, once, that it was all in or nothing. And I-- I've been desperately trying to respect that, but I-- I just want to be with you, Finn. And it's kind of leaking out everywhere."

"And I-- I guess I want to know if you want to be with me, too."

He let it hang for only half a second before he continued: "But if you don't, that's fine, it's really-- You friendship is the most important thing to me, so I don't want to--" He was rambling again.
flightforfreedom: (more dramatically in the window)

[personal profile] flightforfreedom 2019-06-15 12:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Poe swallowed, leaning in to that gentle kiss as if drawn to it.

“... I want that too,” he murmured, his voice a lot quieter, though his heart rate hadn’t slowed at all. “But I... Finn, I’m almost sure now that you’re who I end up with, back home. Nothing else makes sense - especially not if you feel the way I do about you. So it’s... it’s okay, if you don’t want to try it here. Because I think we’ll be together, either way. So don’t...” he titled his head, nuzzling his cheek to Finn’s. “I’ll be okay, if you want things to stay the way they are here. I can wait, if it means being with you in the way that you want.”
flightforfreedom: (oh fuck)

[personal profile] flightforfreedom 2019-06-15 07:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"Of course I do." The answer was immediate, and for the first time in this conversation, without a trace of nervousness or hedging. It was an easy answer, made easier by knowing he wasn't alone.

"I don't think you could even fully get how much I want this, Finn. I have missed you - missed being with you - so much that it hurts. Of course I want this. I'd be lying to myself, and you, and everyone else in the galaxy if I pretended I didn't."
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[personal profile] flightforfreedom 2019-06-15 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"It's not about the memories," he said quickly. It had been, once. It had been a lot about the memories. But now...?

He stepped in closer, reaching out to adjust Finn's tie without quite looking at him.

"You've been so close - right there - this whole time, and yet I had to hold myself back like there was a glass wall between us. I don't care about the memories, Finn. You could have forgotten everything - could have forgotten me and the resistance and the escape from the Finalizer - and it wouldn't matter. Because it isn't the memories that make you. I know that, now."

He finished fiddling, and looked up to meet Finn's eyes, swallowing. "You know I love you, right?" He asked quietly. "Not - not as something separate, from before, but - but you. Here. Now."

"So, yeah. If you want to do this, I want to do this, too. I want to give you whatever you want."
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[personal profile] flightforfreedom 2019-06-15 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
His lips parted to reply but then Finn had stolen them, and Poe was in no mood to complain. He returned the kiss instantly, putting his hands on Finn's hips and pulling him closer as he deepened it.

It was so nostalgic it made his heart ache. How could he have been so stupid as to try to think of them as two different people, before, when this kiss made him feel exactly the same?

He broke off only the breathe, panting hard against Finn's lips, fingers curling into his lapels.

"... Let me take you somewhere," he whispered quietly. "Let's just - get away from the crowd, for a little while."
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finn was opposed XD

[personal profile] flightforfreedom 2019-06-15 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Poe's eyes fluttered closed as he breathed, before he reached out, sliding his hand into Finn's and giving it a warm squeeze.

"Come on," he murmured, and before he could get too carried away in the middle of a gala's washroom, he let Finn out and into the evening air. They got a few looks, but Poe never let go of Finn's hand.

There was a hotel where many people were staying, with the gala. Poe had actually already gotten a room - not because he was planning on taking anyone there, but because he'd been planning on drinking. This was a much, much better use of that, though.

He pulled Finn into the elevator and then up against him, stealing another long, deep kiss.

"You feel so amazing, Finn..."
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[personal profile] flightforfreedom 2019-06-15 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
“I don’t even hold a candle to you right now,” Poe sighed, wiggling his hips a little just to give Finn’s hands a better grip.

“That suit is... probably the best set of clothes that have ever existed. I can’t believe how good you look. Except that I can, because you always look good, but - damn. Damn.”

He stole another kiss as he slowly grinned against Finn, but had to break it off far too quickly as the elevator door opened.

“Come on,” he murmured, grabbing Finn’s hand again and pulling him into he hall and towards the room, his trousers tenting almost comically.
flightforfreedom: (important talk)

[personal profile] flightforfreedom 2019-06-15 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Poe gave a soft grunt as he was pinned to the wall, and suddenly all memory of what he was doing was forgotten.

His cock throbbed as Finn kissed him with an annoying insistence, and he dragged Finn’s body closer against him. “Way better at words, huh?” He teased, breathless and flushed, groaning against Finn’s mouth. “You have my permission to look whenever you damn well please...”
flightforfreedom: (gonna give some lip)

[personal profile] flightforfreedom 2019-06-15 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh. Right. Maybe frotting in the hallway was a bad idea.

Poe groaned, reluctantly pushing Finn back enough until he could fish out his card key and hold it up between them.

“432.” He didn’t seem in a rush, though, pulling Finn back against him once the had the card free, leaning in to take a deep, longing kiss.
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[personal profile] flightforfreedom 2019-06-16 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
Poe was beaming from ear to ear, his heart so full of love and happiness it was fit to burst.

He quickly used the card to unlock the door, and then pulled Finn inside, stealing a desperate kiss even before the door finally shut behind them.

“I know I really should be romancing you right now,” he groaned breathlessly against Finn’s lips, “but I have wanted to feel you against me so badly for months, so I’m— you just better tell me if I’m going too fast—“
flightforfreedom: (discussing the plan)

[personal profile] flightforfreedom 2019-06-16 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
Poe was evidently having the same problem, reaching for Finn's lapels to push his jacket off, and then seemingly changing his mind and pulling it back on. He made a low, frustrated sound.

"Why did I have to do this on a day when you're wearing something so damn hot," He bemoaned to himself, as he sat down on the edge of the bed, pulling Finn with him. "This is causing a deep dilemma..."

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