;poe

[hatejakku]

Sex Pollen Pre Relationship
Poe Dies Pre Relationship
Nightmare Early Relationship
Hogwarts AU Pre Relationship
Poe Almost Dies Pre Relationship
MoM AU First Night
Slightly Older Hogwarts AU
Post-TLJ
Bodyguard and Prince AU; overflow
Massage Pre Relationship
Oblivious Poe AU
Cyborg Poe AU
MoM AU Sex Pollen
FO Infiltration Sex Ring
TFLN
Soulmate Tattoo AU
Finn Marries Someone Else AU
Evil Finn AU; overflow: 1, 2
MoM AU Poe 10 Yrs Older
Vamp/Were AU
Missing for a Year/Telepathy AU
MoM AU Poe 'canon' updated
Dark Possessive AU
Married on Yavin AU
MoM AU Sexy Outfits
MoM AU Subway Sex
MoM AU with Melodies!Finn; overflow
MoM AU Photo-Op Kiss
Nearly Old Men AU
MoM AU Rule 63
Online Dating AU
MoM AU Poe Lost His In-Game Memories; overflow
Trans Poe AU
College Roommate AU
TIE Pilot/Prostitute AU
MoM AU Finn Returns from Port-Out
MoM AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Canon AU Manipulative Masturbation Machine
Shape Shifter AU; timeskip
FO Sexual Torture AU
MoM AU Finn Has a Boyfriend
Hades AU Finn Left Alone
MoM AU Apocalypse
MoM AU Poe Died in Canon
Canon AU Handjob in a Hospital (inspiration)
MoM AU Another Apocalypse
WWI Pen-Pal/Love Letters AU
Institutionalized Prostitution AU
MoM AU Body Swap
Post-TROS Victory Party

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[flightforfreedom]

He felt a slight heat rise to his cheeks as Finn pressed a kiss to them. Damn it. Damn it, he was cute?

"Yeah," He replied instantly. "Yeah, I do. If you want to. You can show me the town."

[hatejakku]

While staying in and watching Top Gun did sound like Poe's ideal date to Finn's mind, he stood, offered his hand, and they were away. They didn't go to Zozzled or the dinner, too many people that might recognize them. But Finn did take him out to eat somewhere a little fancier, taking him by the park and the aquarium and even on the outskirts of the base where Poe used to work.

Mostly they talked, and it was much later by the time they made it back home, Finn worried that Poe was dead on his feet by this point. Long day, needless to say. But Finn held his hand loosely and let him back into his unit.

"The other porter towns are a lot like Nonah except for Jeopardy. It's off in the west and- I mean, there's a spider cult there, man. If you go over there, just ease into it. But what I meant was that Nonah's my favorite by far. I can show you the others, too, if you want. You can decide for yourself. You never mentioned where you liked best, but I'd like to think you picked here for a reason."

He was trying to ask if Poe liked their outing and had no idea how, so he was rambling instead, finally shutting up when the door closed behind them.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe had kept more quiet than he usually would - content to let Finn ramble - but the longer the night went the more Poe relaxed. And as they came back to the unit, as the door closed behind him, Poe realised he’d just had the best night he’d had in a long time.

And it was all because of this guy.

“Yeah, must’ve. Seems like I made a lot of pretty damn good choices.”

[hatejakku]

"I think so," Finn answered, smiling softly. "I'm not sure you ever realized, but you kind of just... glowed in peacetime... Sorry, that sounds dumb."

He laughed and shook his head a little, glancing to the living room with loose ideas to fix the couch up for sleeping. "I hope you enjoy it again, though."

[flightforfreedom]

He knew he should be taking things slow. He knew he should. But he couldn't help the way his chest fluttered just watching the profile of Finn's face glancing toward the couch.

He'd never done anything by half before, why would his heart start now?

He wet his lips, considering, before reaching out and grasping Finn's arm just above the elbow, pulling him a little closer.

"Already am," he murmured. He stepped closer, watching Finn's face, his breathing getting a little shallower as he leaned into his space. As his gaze fell on Finn's lips, and he crossed that gap between them.

[hatejakku]

Finn knew what was happening but his mind couldn't stop questioning it. Because it couldn't be happening. Poe shouldn't want to do this, right? Finn couldn't decide.

But he knew what he wanted. "Poe-" he breathed quietly, desperate to give him an excuse to stop, tell him he didn't have to, that they should slow down. All he really did, though, was meet him halfway.

The kiss was gentle, soft, nearly chaste, but Finn was trembling from the emotions this was bringing on, everything piling together to build a pressure behind his eyes. His hand gripped Poe's hard.

[flightforfreedom]

He didn't press it hard. It was an incredibly soft touch, but it made a tingling shiver travel right down his spine. He felt Finn's hand squeeze his own and he squeezed back, if not quite as hard. He pulled back only enough to breath, lips still barely brushing Finn's, their breath mixing.

"... Should have asked, first," he murmured by way of apology. "This okay?"

[hatejakku]

Finn took a deep breath, trying very hard to reboot his brain and think about this. "It's okay," he quickly reassured before wondering if that was actually okay.

It was a mistake, wasn't it? He shouldn't encourage this, not right now. But he just missed Poe so much, was trying to mourn the loss of their connection while the man himself was standing right here, kissing him.

"I-" He stopped, choking on his words for a second before continuing quietly. "I don't want to take advantage, Poe. I just... want you to be comfortable and happy and not feel like you have to do anything." The sentiment's already been spoken but it can't hurt to repeat.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe’s heart practically ached with fondness, the smile pulling at his lips probably more felt, than seen, at this distance.

“I know I shouldn’t want this,” he murmured quietly. “I know I should- give you time. Give us both time.”

He leaned closer, pressing another kiss to Finn’s lips that was just as sweet, squeezing his hand.

“But I can barely believe what I’ve found and I don’t see why I should waste a second if it. He - I - was right. You’re incredible, Finn.”

[hatejakku]

Was he really 'incredible' right now or just weak and needy? But was still here, still giving him sweet kisses, and Finn had been nothing but growing pain and fear for the last sixteen days. He should separate them with a smile and peck to his forehead. He should bring up that Poe didn't want to date anyone. He should do something that wouldn't hurt later.

But it would all hurt, anyway, so his hand pressed into the back of Poe's neck before he took him into a deep, longing, aching kiss.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe let out a soft sound, the depth surprising him, but he answered to it immediately, sliding an arm around Finn's waist and pulling him closer as he deepened the kiss.

Something taut in his chest felt like it unwound - days worth of torture and stress just put aside for something soft and beautiful. It was enough to make his heart ache, and he pressed closer, soaking up every drop of goodness that ebbed off of Finn like he was dying of thirst.

[hatejakku]

Finn grunted into the kiss, his hand fisting gently into Poe's hair, but he was already pushing away to breathe again. He really had to calm down.

"Sorry, I- I just-" Breathe. "I was so scared and now you're-" Oh. There's a tear on his cheek. Finn quickly brushes it away, removing his hand from Poe's hair and laughing it off. "I'm sorry."

He shouldn't want this either.

[flightforfreedom]

Ah, shit. Not a great sign.

Poe offered a pained smiled, raising a hand to cup Finn's cheek and brushed any remaining moisture from his cheek.

"Hey. No. My fault, Finn, it's okay. Too fast, huh."

[hatejakku]

Finn relaxed, leaning into Poe's touch. "No." Probably. Yes.

His hand held Poe's again, breathing enough to get himself under control again. If they were going to do this- "No," he breathed again and took another kiss.

[flightforfreedom]

He knew, now, that he wasn't helping. But he was a weak man, and Finn was clearly making his own choices - ones that Poe was not very resistant too. He let out a low groan from the back of his throat as Finn took another kiss, and he gave it back to him. Eagerly. Willingly.

The hand on Finn's cheek slid back behind his head, pulling him in as Poe deepened the kiss with a low hunger.

He wondered if it had felt this good when they'd first kissed.

He wondered if it had felt better.

[hatejakku]

Instead of worrying about all of the stupid, later regrettable shit he was doing to himself right now, Finn decided to just let himself drown in it. This was still Poe who still, against all odds, cared for him like this. Whatever happened tomorrow or later would be to make Poe was going to be okay. It's all that really mattered.

Finn's hand roamed lower, grazing beneath the collar of Poe's shirt before gently guiding him back towards the couch. The other hand was at his waist, just holding on while he kissed him as deeply as he wanted.

[flightforfreedom]

Poe was all too happy to let him lead - both toward the couch but also in the depth of their kiss. He pressed a little closer as they shuffled backwards, his whole body picking up on the memo, which was painfully obvious when he groin brushed Finn’s hip.

It was so good, so completely antithetical to the last few days of Poe’s existence that his heart clenched in his chest and he started chuckling against Finn’s mouth, despite himself.

[hatejakku]

Finn hissed a gasp when Poe brushed against him, a lot of other ideas coming to the forefront of his mind that he probably shouldn't be considering right now.

But by the time Finn found the couch, Poe was laughing. He smiled, confused but delighted, laughing a little, too. His hand combed through Poe's hair as he pulled apart to look at him. "What's so funny?"

[flightforfreedom]

“Yesterday I was wandering in the desert thinking that I’d gotten us off that ship and then immediately gotten you killed,” he pointed out, amusement crinkling his eyes as their gaze met.

“Now I’m - hell, I’m wherever the hell this is, with a man who is very much alive and very adept at kissing me exactly the way I like it. That’s just funny, right?”

[hatejakku]

It was definitely something, but Finn smiled anyway. He had to smile. What else could he do?

"It is kinda funny," he relented, pressing their bodies close again. "Kind of a miracle, too. I don't think I've thanked you yet for getting me out."

Actually. He's not certain he ever thanked him.

[flightforfreedom]

"Definitely a miracle," He agreed, his voice going a little breathless as Finn pressed close.

"I should be thanking you," He murmured, leaning in to steal another kiss. "You rescued me, remember? I just did the flying."

[hatejakku]

"Right, the part that got us out," he answered with a cheeky, lopsided grin. "Best pilot in the Resistance doesn't need to be humble."

It was sort of teasing but sort of not. He wished Poe always thought more or himself, something closer to what Finn thought of him. Hero of the people and all that. But instead of continuing his praises, he just took another kiss and pressed into him.

They shouldn't go further than this, right? They should slow down.

[flightforfreedom]

"Best pilot in the galaxy, thanks," he smirked, but then Finn was kissing him again and he was absolutely and totally on board with this.

He stepped backward again, moving then both toward the couch, trying to give himself a reality check and failing. But when they finally made it there and Poe stepped too far and ended up falling backwards right over the arm of the couch and falling into it while pulling Finn down with him? The thump gave him the insentive he needed to actually think about what he was doing.

Everything in him told him to keep going. He wanted nothing more than to follow it to its inevitable conclusion. He hadn't been this horny in a long time. Hadn't let himself. No time, no space, and no partner.

But he was unfortunately aware that this may well just be him reacting very strongly to the fact that he - well. What was the term the pyschs would use?

Trauma?

Probably not a great plan, and yet.

He groaned a little, shifting under Finn's weight so he could breath properly.

"I, uh -- I really should let you go to bed, huh."

[hatejakku]

Finn was already laughing about the comeback when they fell into the couch, which shocked him enough to make laugh about that, too. A compromising situation to be sure, but he wasn't worried.

In fact, he was even less worried when Poe seemed to start pumping the brakes.

He took another kiss, not as deep but with just as much meaning before picking himself up a little better. "This was your unit before I barged in. The bed's yours." He pecked him on the chin, hoping that didn't leave any room to broker an argument, before pulling back again to look at him with every drop of love he felt. "I'm glad you're back, Poe."

[flightforfreedom]

"Nah, I'll take the couch," Poe said, but he smiled up at him, his heart doing a weird little flip in his chest. Damn. He was catching it bad.

"Pretty sure that room is yours. We can work out logistics later."

He didn't want to explain that he would feel really weird, displacing him just to be surounded by stuff - by a life - he didn't recognize. The couch at least would let him feel like he was just visiting, at first.